RANT!!

now im really ranting.. tis is MY blog and i have the right to write what ever i want, and there is FREEDOM OF SPEECH here... wanna scream my head off abt a stupid idiotic person who is totally ignorant of anything tat is happening yet made lots of crappy comments.. a total crappy monkey with stinky odour and rotten mouth! she is jus not happy she not leader and tat we have PREVILEGES lor.. since u are so good i step down den see who will cooperate wif u lor.. i will make sure tat i rebel till the whole world is upset down. u are not a good leader and u are jus a councillor jus because of teeny weeny bit of hypocritical luck and tat u noe how to act cute and attract attention.. although u are not cute and u dun have any assets to fluant so tat can attract attention. u are jus wearing a thick fake armour tat is so hideous, but u still amke full use of it. u are ACTUALLY not busy, jus tat u are extra and NOT needed in some stuff, yet u still use ur thick fat skin and force urself thru.. heard tat u EXTRA BITCH!! anyway.. ur english suz, and it is not at all cool to write broken SINGLISH which is so horribly written and difficult to read. noe tat is ur monkey language, but we are not ur fellow sickening monkey frens... kkx.. tat is enough for now... poor other readers.. sorry.. jus venting my anger.. but not on u guys kkz..

okies.. now back to my normal old self.. had been a long time since i last blog and tis is wat u guys saw.. really apologetic for it.. but jus cannot control and i must let it out... if not no more kelly liao... me onli slightly explosive... cos not much explosive powder in me alreadi, after the previous explosion. wonder how to treat her tmr lor.. been trying hard to convince myself not to be unfair to her. but now, its like no point trying so hard.

a loooonnnggg two weeks had passed, and so many things had happened. is like still same boring one lor. den now having lotsa tests.. all piling up and suffocating me.. me started reading Harry Potter.. found it pretty nice, and interesting.... wan to continue till i read all... heeheez.. went o a SS stuff todae.. quite interesting... and oso saw him.. but now wish tat i dun have the feelings in the past ine the first place. now is like so painful... wan to forget but how nehX? is like really wan to kill off the feelings.. noe tat is totally hopeless.. but really trying hard... give me time and i can do it! enough liao lar.. no more ling gan... see ya..

may tat bitch be minced, chopped and DEAD!!

(_")peRcePtioNs cAn kiLl!("_)

NDP preview

todae was quite fun... as in overall.. cos there are some bad stuff too.. there was an NDP preview for the pri 5 kids... we went there far early, and were the first to reach there frm 4 blk... and everything is like normal.. slow and laggy... the exciting part came when the whole parade starts.. well.. i was very distracted.. and did many steps wrongly.. which is like very paiseh.. but oso heck care.. lOl..

den the climax is when the second person who parachute down came near us, and im like hoping tat he will come right in front of me when the accident happen... he was very near the ground when he was still moving very fast still... and he tried to slow it down by pulling the two lines, but still..... he could not land properly, and every thing jus took place very quickly... he landed on his side, and he jus laid there motionless, and medics jus came and surrounded... he was then carried away.. and heard frm some marshalls saying that he was "concussed" and jus sent to the hos. and tat mayb he could be paralysed... really sad for him.. but lets all pray all the best for him... accident can really take place very unexpectedly...

okays... anyway.. jus a note to some one whom im alreadi not very fond of, and now the impression of u is even "badder".... tears does not make u a champ, it only make u look like a fool. u are jus a lamer who cries over a lightstix.. okie.. dun wanna spoil my mood... really had fun.. but my voice seems to be flying away frm me once more... tat is real sad and pathetic, everytime i got betta, i got worst very soon.. todae learnt another acronym... UAFO... [u can ask me abt the meaning personally.. dun wanna pollute innocent minds...] quite sth that i would not like to sae, but in front of u irritating bhb creeps, i will OFTEN use it....! actually nth much alreadi... jus complains and whines... den tata for now... see you on KIDS CENTRAL! lol.. me being lamed too much.. =)

(_") swEet feElinGs stIlL stAys iN me...! ("_)

niCe onE!

Okies.. me finally got the mood and time to blog.. lols.. jus lazy to do it for the past few daes.. went to escape on last sun.. really had fun, and for more details can mayb check it out at keechen's blog.. cos or else it will be really long-winded.. jus noe tat I had fun. Cut short.. the whole week was quite boring and tiring.. jus do hw and hw every nite.. which is boring and irritating... how I wish can have a dreamland where homework and stress do not exists... but dat seems a lil childish… dUh...!
Simply like todae best.. I can tell u tat it is simply the best dae since sch reopen... some of u may already noe why.. haha.. really had a fulfilling dae.. had fun and hope tat I can enjoy more of tis day.. but u tink it is possible?? Oso not sure.. jus enjoying the simple sweet experience.. lol.. so candy-like... *crunch* always wanting to sms and tok to u, but jus dun dare and dun wanna risk anything... but todae really had fun playing and toking... tks everyone.. really like it... love ya all lotsa...!!
Tmr is the 1st time the combine sch choir is performing for the public... jus had those type of mixed feelings.. but hope it can be fun.. den gonna to the optometrist[or whatever the spelling... jus the person who makes specs] ask him make my specs “tighter” so dat dun have to fidget so much moving the specs up when it slided down... wish me all the best though! Jus wanna have fun...!

(_") iT wiLl alwAys be etChed in my meMoriEs foRever... ("_)

sChoOLing dAes noW...

now sch reopened, and it is like still the same hols day.. sleep so late, but still need to wake up so early... den need to rush hw somemore.. haha.. almost kanna scolded by teacher cos forgot to do the tb exercise... actually not forgot lor.. is dunno how to do, dun bother to learn and no time and no intention to do... haha.. but nvm.. abt finish rushing the whole thing den now is other hw liao loRs... so boRing..

sch is boring, but at least it gives me many chances to see him... lol.. hope i can change it to a type of platonic friendship and nth else... no other feelings.. kkz.. actually nth much to write oso.. jus abt completing my bio pro, and haven bathe and tired too.. eyes popping out soon le, so i will be going soon..

choir todae.. den oso nth much loRs.. but we at least got some of the worst one to do the steps in front of the rest.. haha. dey dun look happy, but i still like it.. loLs..

kks.. too stressed, den no a sadistic.. tink i betta go bathe, or i dun need to sleep le..

dae at the ECP with SPLx...

surprised to see me blog so fast... haha.. me had lotsa fun todae wat.. so mus all jot down or else forget.. went for the bbq todae, den in the morn woke up quite late laRs.. prepare for the bbq.. the op surf shorts was really too loose, den end up asking mama to sew up.. she did a pretty good job lars... at least cannot see the folds frm outside.. ty ma.. den gave papa his fathers' dae prezzie.. he was quite pleased.. at least it is useful.. but fat fat keep saying the brand never see before one.. sae wat no brand wat.. but noe tat papa wunt mind de.. he dun go for brands lar.. onli the quility and quantity.. cannot last he oso can make it last one.. hahA..

cut apples, den dut my hand oso.. twice oso.. y ppl dun wan to make seedless apples arh? loLx.. den wait for keechen lor.. end up not goin to there with dem.. went on ourselves, den meet up wif them.. really had fun.. duH.. we are the fun lots wat.. haha.. so bhb.. den built sandcastle, or should i sae a grave for "humph humph".. den went to cycle for a while onli.. came back and kanna bombed by wei ming.. damn painful loRs.. my arm some more.. left side is sunburnt, den right side is his fault.. so now bathe very pain.. den we ate oso.. bomb liao den all wet le, so might as well go down lor.. all were wet in the end.. but fun laRs..

at nite oso eat dinner, sandwiches and tidbits.. den played wif chips and frisbee to end the dae.. went home with all goin to dif bus stops in all 4 directions... reach home liao le lor... nth else exciting liao...

really had fun wif u guys.. may not seem as fun to outsiders, but to us, i tink all tink it is fun.. tmr still need to go outram.. so troublesome.. hope my spine can be betta, den dun need to go next time liaOs.. tmr got papa to accompany.. cos need parents to go see whether i need the scan anot.. hope not.. okie.. ending here.. the next coming week is gonna be boring for me.. rushing the homework.. and totally nth planned out except the outram thingi, and sat got another rehearsal.. 10 to 10 leh.. tired to hell alreadi.. betta dun give me any prob, or im gonna go crazy and SCREAM at u.. lol.. really want the homework to be done fast so dat at least last sundae of my hols can enjoy.. okie.. see ya as soon as i have sth to write..

(,") did not think of u todae until now.. wishes still twinkling hoping to forget u as fast as possible.. before u leave me, i wan to stop loving ya! but now.. still lovin' ya a bit laRs... (,")

whOle thIrD weEk

so tired.. im burnt.. tired lehx.. but still gonna stay up late to do homework.. perhaps need to get some cheongster power from denver... lols.. he did a lot of hw liao lor.. not like me and kc.. pathetic.. lol.. tmr still goin to beach wif PLs.. betta be fun.. lolx.. but it will surely be fun de lars.. haha.. we are all crazy and out goin ppl wat.. haha. ad vert time.. todae got NDP rehearsal, den really is under the sun lor.. the sun so big above us all..
todae happy thing is the 1st thing i saw when i step out of the hse in the morn is i saw a RAINBOW... a whole rainbow.. so nice leh.. den i "brought" it to sch to show choir pals... lol.. nice one.. but really pissed of by some idiotic choir ppl.. wonder why in the hell am i so sui to have such juniors.. really pissed me off totally lor.. dunno how to listen to eng issit, betta dun wear damai sch shirts to the rehearsals next time.. throw face onli.. me wear same sch de shirt oso pai seh lor.. skin "THIN" like dunnno wat sai.. u not paiseh we paiseh one okay! cant wait to get them out of the whole thing.. troublemakers onli..
past few days all nv blog.. cos too bz and lazy.. haha.. cannot deny.. bz is because me attended a 1st aid course for 1st 4 daes of the week, den fri slack around... 2 happy news!!!
i PASSED the 1st aid course.. now a certified 1st aidder.. who wan to faint??? haha.. den i finally bought the OP shorts.. but a bit big lor.. but wun drop lar.. haha... okay lar.. dat abt summaries the whole week... short and sweet.. need to go liao.. or else sis gonna fight wif me the com soon... LoLx...
(,")still missing u.. but will try to take it easy.. take it easy too kc... must let go liao.. we both will do dat tog, and we can do it one..! GIRLS' POWER!! (",)

2 in 1

lazy to post ytd.. so jus combine two into one.. LOLs.. on sat had a boring start but quite nice ending.. went to retrieve the HI-FI set, den slack for the rest of the morn and afternoon.. went out wif mama and fat fat to suntec and citylink lors.. really unlucky.. went OP to search the nice nice pants, but too unlucky.. no more sizes.. went to BUM and FOX women.. saw sth nice, but is either no feeling for it or no correct sizes.. jus not my dae to buy bottoms.. fat fat bought a ring, den mama bought a pendent. learnt how to test for real diamonds.. and really interesting.. dinner at cafe cartel.. and i ate pork ribs.. real delicious sia.. not fatty one, den really superb.. jus dunno how to describe the taste lors.. but very full lor.. i also had to wait for so long before it is served.. den the day finally ended wif a phone conference wif wl, bz, kc and bs.. discuss abt sun outing lors..//

okie le.. now on sun le.. kanna woken up by mama loud voice.. say nv help her to prepare for the rice dumpling one.. den wake up help lors.. prepare for the spaggetti after tat, and then brought kai out for his grooming.. reached pet safari, den say 2 bulldogs.. real scary lors.. they look at us as if baring their teeth liddat.. but tink actually not so fierce one lar.. den kai was so afraid of it tat need to carry him up.. kai then gave us a very sad look and a whine jus as we were leaving the room.. went to see the doggies on sale de.. got some so big alreadi.. if no one buy den dey how arhX? poor thing lor.. like wan ppl's attention a lot.. tink dey bored liaos lor.. den got free entertainment from 3 huskies.. cute lors.. now puppy still cute, later big liao all fierce fierce..//

rushed home to cook the spaggetti den rushed out again lors.. unlucky is tat my BATA the slippers the strip broke jus as i step out of my blk, den went home to change lor.. karolyn den lend me her sandels.. which is also not in the tip top condition.. but still made do wif it.. reach the bus stop liao and met up wif kc oso alreadi.. told her tat later is sui sui tis one de strap oso break.. reach bedok inter, and my curse is really true.. the strap ard my toe one oso broke.. in the end jus go buy a pair of TRAIL slippers lor.. den went sentosa.. very hungry lor.. but the beach really clean lar.. den stayed in the waters for very long lors.. and did lame lame stuff.. LoLs.. went to bathe then so many ppl lor.. siao one.. q so long.. in the end jus wash up outside, den change clothes in the Handicaps one.. sly hor we all.. bs discovered the great room one.. tyty.. //

went home, which is again draggy.. den went to KFC to pei kc eat her dinner..went home and lucky met fat fat on the bus.. cos dey say ghost stories when eating dinner.. den dun like to go home alone after tat.. den tired liao siao alreadi lor, when reach home.. and slept for a while, den bathe and pack up my bag.. den now here typing away le..//

gonna end here le.. tink im not goin to be so frequent after tis blog.. cos got lotsa things to complete.. still got homework... arRggG!! okie.. enough of craps.. now seriously ending here liao..

(,")everything may seem okay, but perhaps they are not infact.. still missing ya lots.. y still ask abt u, when im trying so hard to forget abt u? ive alreadi told myself tat it is time to give up after the PL june camp, so jus GIVE UP!(",)

pathetic dae..

todae woke up early in the morn for a choir prac. supposed to meet kc at her void deck at 930. i was late, and nevertheless she was later. went up to her hse instead and got a shock to hear frm her mum tat she was still sleeping.. LOLs. tis is mah first time have tis encounter.. tink she over blur liao.. try not too be too sotong in the future kkz.//

reached sch, and had to run ard sch in search for a radio. cannot find any and end up using my discman to play the disc and sing for them. this was quite unuseful, and continue looking for one radio lor.. saw mr fareed and he is also our angel todae. i finally persuaded him to allow us to the com lab, but tks to his helpfulness too.. he got us a radio in the end. which im not sure why the general office had a radio when he asked and not when we students asked. they are quite okay with their steps, but heard frm peiyun and others of their bad dae.. tink we are jus simply unlucky bahs..//

went to tm and cs instead and had a crazy time shopping.. tink dey can really spend their money bahs.. endless flow of cash one dey all.. lols. saw a nice pair of OP pants.. all thot tat it were nice, and now see who go buy lors. on the bus thot of him a little onli lars, cos pass somewhere near his hse.. den end the dae by goin home wif a splitting headache.. jus damn the weather and the bus. feel like puking when i reach home, but still did not.. phew..//

tok tok wif mama and went to supermarket and then went to buy dinner.. watch tv bathe and then type lors.. simple day rite.. but still no mood to do hw.. how to finish up the pro as well? tink jus gonna leave it all undone, but if it is really liddat, i will be the onli one in the class one lors.. went into a TOOO GOODY class alreadi.. which is BORING! okay enough of complaints..//

(_")trying to getting on to the pace of life, and may everything be a precious memories.. let it happen.. please. i really need tat.. ("_)

newbieZ

jus trying out tis interesting thing... all of a sudden have a push for tis.. and now im doin tis.. heehee.. hope im not too crappy or lame here... ...

bZBz beE

now having a busy hols, but dun tink it is very fulfilling.. jus dunno why..just had a camp which is EXTRA long and EXTRA fun.. haha.. my grp won!! tat is the best thing. WANTED, u rawks till the end! had a sore throat after the whole camp.. which last5 days 4 nitez for us leaders.. the 1st nite is really fun chatting with mrs lee.. haha.. cant imagine dat she is oso so chatty.. tink she really trys to understand us students//

the rest of the camp jus follows and im jus tired all throughout it.. Xpression nite is fun and really enjoyed it, except for our SPL dance, which is horrible.. dunno what happen to the damn disc.. the alumini dance was quite nice.. okay lar.. but nth much special.. moi grp one the best.. haha.. all little indians in my grp... cheers to everyone!//

okie.. camp over, so all nice nice stuff all over liao.. now for the bad one.. homework all undone.. how? next week almost fully book alreadi.. how to stuff in days for homework.. jus leave the nights for it, and just hope tat im not too tired for the NICE homework.. wish tat the part time job will be fun, and can bring in money.. dun make me waste my free weekends for nothing..//

gonna make myself or issit force myslef to forget him, if not my torture is gonna be longer.. let tis be a precious memories in me and not a painful experience... enough of all tis sad sad stuff.. see ya soon!

(_")how am i supposed to feel no pain? issit tat no pain means no feelings, which is then meaningless life?("_)