it's like many things happening in one go.
and work had been busy
OT-ed for 3 out of my 5 days
because the deadlines were like drawing near.
but it's fun being able to OT together with the dear colleague i've met there.
she's like patient with me and stuffs,
teach me things,
though she's like another temp also.
just that she came earlier.
yeahh.
wonder am i slow or she's also like that the first time she came???
btw i've changed job.
so now im an admin temp at IDA.
yeah..
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i think i would very much prefer the mood of my post to be of a lighter one.
but it's like kinda tough
cos everytime i will end up explaining the screw-ed up stuff of my life.
cant help it.
everything lies with the expectations of your life.
the goals and stuffs.
i think i better stop spending so much.
i've been like eating good food on both the 2 weekdays i go out after work.
cafe cartel, breeks, waruku, shokudo....
dannnggg, curb the temptation Kelly!
money's hard to earn!!
council outing was like still so council-lish.
dinner-ed at breeks.
the food there not bad,
since it's like the first time i go there.
would want to go there again to try other stuff=)
[so contradictary to my previous para, hehe.]
anyways,
it's council-lish in a way we make a decision
it's like so hilarious
that we can take so long to decide,
and we used to be councillors?
i dont know..
but sometimes it pisses me off.
especially when a supposedly gathering splits up.
like no point right?
sighhss..
my expectations of those around me too high alr lahh!!
but i was still happy to be around the loud conversations=)
already accepted that.
and sometimes it's those unruly behaviour that comforts me.
like always,
you dont show others your uncouth self
unless you're comfortable with those around you.
righto..? =))
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i think different decisions really change the relationship between people.
guess i've sorta drifted quite a far bit from her.
not sure if im too reliant on her for the past few months and stuffs.
when she's readily and always there to hear me out.
and for now,
im like no longer having that support or listening ear.
i feel sorta not-well,
but i cant say anything right.
it's like all my freaking decision
and our different goals in our lives now.
ohs-well...
i shall just accept it as it is..
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i think the odd-number theory doesn't really apply
if you're with close friends.
cos you will still feel left out at times.
it's just you and you.
and it still applies when it's with 3 not that close friends?
i dont know,
i said life is confusing...
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this weekend had been pretty tough.
spending more time working then i've expected.
and wanted.
when one person complain to you his troubles,
and you agreed to help.
you cant escape it right?
so we were like saying on the cliche line yesterday,
"When you are kind to others, you're being harsh to yourself."
i think that applies very well in every job that we do...
cindy-meimei leaving shokudo=((
sobs.. she's like a really nice senior there.
always bringing joy to people around her with her contagious laughter.
and those times when we pms-ed and talk about many many things.
from work, lives, people's characters[aka/un-nice term: bitching=)], relationships yada yada...
but it's good for her to leave.
better than stuck there unhappy..
just a tad sad that we wont know when we will meet up
cos she's from Ipoh,
and she's going back there.
hmmm...
memories will do just fine..
since life is nothing but a constant change..
the so called "4 female warriors"..
LOL..
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i need to prepare for work soon!
cant play with kynan boy alr..
anyway who ask you to be so naughty!
i dont play with biting dinos=)
or should i say godzilla??
stomping around spitting..[maybe godzilla spits fire, but you, it's just your innocuous saliva]
righto, kynan boy=)
learn how to read blogs and ask your mummy to teach you how to blog also.
so that you dont have to spam my taggie=))
kids around his age are just so carefree.
cos it's their parents worrying their future
not themselves.
but they dont appreciate it at all,
cos they dont know this is the best time of their lives,
since they have yet to experience the worse time.
a bit confusing...
as long as i understand will do=))
anyways, i saw the thomas and train series of watches in the dan-dan machines.
heehee..
and i derive simple satisfaction able to get the thomas character on my second attempt=))
it just make me happy for that tweeny moment!
oh ya, dan dan is no longer 1 buck!
the machine has upgraded that it can count the no of coins you put it..
it's like a freaking 2 bucks.
maybe when tech improves,
it will start accepting notes too
then dan dan will be 5 to 10 bucks???!!!
lol!
you really aren't coming, kynan boy??
im really leaving for work=(((
deprivation of my entertainment of the week..
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-im beginning to form perceptions and sterotype, im beggin' you to be non of the typicals...-
ps: i think i can get the "Longest-post award" soon.. it's my 2 weeks rantings in one post??
