my oh-so-screwed life

it isn't supposed to be bothering me.
or i just dont accept it as a fact...

Below is a excerpt of my oh-so-screwed life:
im so sick of stuff.
as in so many stuff-S going through my mind.
my last day of shokudo full time will as of tomorrow.
or should i say today.
cos it's like a freaking 5am now.

i've got like so many things going through my mini brain.
that im feeling like shit as well.
slacked and was down one moment hiding in the corner of the bar
and the next moment smiling away like some goondu at customers on the floor.
wondered how long term service crew females can survive their pms period like very month!
i think i nearly died today from the extreme mood swings today!

uni courses.
it's stinking my brain up as well.
the open house wasnt at all helpful.
all i can do now is to apply for it and pray that i can get into it
it's like practically what everyone is gonna do.
shucks!
life shucks!
making decisons stinks!
having to undergo many many changes doubles up everything!

come on, Kelly!
this isn't supposed to be bothering me.
ignore those nonsense
communication is the utmost important!
i know it, and i will not forget about it!
and have a grip in life!
i know i can,
and i know i will be able to do it!
gogogo!!!
whhhoooo-seehhhh!!
ps:i really feel like screaming, crying, running, singing,... blah blah blah.. just anything that can get these outta my mind!!!