afresh

shit! i did a stupid thing...! actually finish typing the whole load of crap, and i changed everything to a single 'n' when im trying to change the colour. arrggg.. so frustrating.! long time no blog le, so got lotsa stuff to sae but had forgotten a whole lot as well... now jus say the main points liao.. cos it is like so early in the morn wif me not bathed yet. next week is gonna be a great or a horrible one... on mon goin to perform in sch. and it is like kinda wierd to have the choir doin some steps tat have the mass effect. and even wierd with a small number of ppl doin. and in addition, i oso did the steps so horribly wierd, so i tink i will spoil the whole thing... on tue is the big and the LAST day.. it is really very saddening... we are all gonna leave the whole thing. being involved in it is so over troublesome, but having it to be over seems very empty. how to get the best out of the both worlds. it seems impossible. mon oso doin racking on pulau ubin. tink i will fall down the bike lor.. haha.. dun care. fun can liao..

last week had been returning very late, cos of the hall deco.. now is a shimmering and starry hall... which looks really great. todae went out with mAma... cos todae no rehearsal.. den went to the same old tampines. mama bought me a 3 quarters... which really like it. den oso saw a pendent which is in the shape of the slipper.. cute ritex... but nv buy, cos tink not worth dat much, and now im regretting.. lol. tink i will still go and get it.

tink i had nth much to add except tat, i really tried to forget abt all those crappy feelings, but it jus wont go. obasan seems to be having the same problem as well.. lol. nvm will try harder... kkz, tink will see ya in a few weeks to go since always have such taxing load. always sleeping so late and waking up so early. really tiring, but i will persevere! i can do it... kkz, now goin to bathe, den gonna attack my high pile of homework... tataZ..!

(_") always thinkng of u in my heart, and it is also always bleeding hard... ("_)