failure

who can be of more of a failure than i am. i cant believe i lose my class tee. it is like so depressing when i realised i cant find it. and my father is like rubbing salt onto the wound with all his crappy comments. well our house is small and things cant be gone, but there is still a possibility of it dropping off the drying pole right. dont have to admit that you are careless, but you dont have to make so much comment as well. im so pissed that i have no mood for dinner jus now.
well, emotions seem to be overwhelming today. no idea why. perhaps it is just wat makes a lady. was listening to some music that i used to like, and my mind went wandering off to nowhere. if it were positive emotions, i will not mind, but most of them were negative one. some one teach me how to control them.

today went to the Panasonic factory. we finally succeeded in going for the factory tour. but alvin did not get to enter as he was in his NCC uniform, which make them think he is an army boy. how wierd can adult thinking be. learnt abt how the factory work and it is pretty interesting as it is the first time. plus that i did not know the factory is so big, as i always thought bedok cant hold such big factories. just a misconception i guess.

(.") hoping the tee can be found. teach me how. teach me now. (".)