This is a new blogskin, and i finally got it done, although it took me ages. Nevertheless, i think it looked alright.
Many things had happened in my life these past few months and i guess words just aren't enough to explain all that had happened.
I will just try to let bygones be bygones and carry on this crappy life of mine.
There are times when i really appreciate the creation of the water heater, as i difinitely like the feeling of the warm water flowing from my head till the last strand of my hair. Taking away with it the worries, problems and the so many other things and having it all gushed into the drain.
If things were that simple, I would not have that much problems. But i certainly like the feeling of being cleansed.
I am beginning to see the irony of life, and how complicated it can be. People maybe all hiding behind their own masks and portraying what they want others to depict them to be. This reminds me of the movie "Memoirs of Geisha", where behind the beautiful, thick, white makeup lies all the lines of ambiguity.
How ironic is it when we always grumble about people faking, and yet we will still say when they are being their true self.
I think i had changed a great deal, and perhaps i had been too stressed up in the past few weeks. i just want to put in my best effort and not regret like what i did in pri 6. Thus, i'll also take this opportunity to apologise to those people who i had hurt in either ways, i had never meant to be like that...
-seeing him no longer makes my heart jumps, it just makes my heart ache...-
Listening to some songs can really make me tear... i have not the slightest idea why they have such huge hidden power in them to be able to move me...
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