I have not a single idea where I'm standing. In me, i feel so stranded by myself.. I can really feel the importance of friends and I definitly appreciate them standing by me in those times of desperation. I would hereby present my utmost sincere thanks to KC and BS for all the support that you both had rendered to me. Thanks!
Once, i felt so charged, so sure of where I'm going. I really like those times and i know it really work things out. But now, I'm total opposite. I'm feeling lost again. Lost in the busy world comprise of the so many people in it. At these times, i really wish someone would offer a hand and lead me... Just the someone... Went to the Bedok "Kbox" on Thursday.. I was like happily enjoying myself when i all a sudden, while listening to a particular song. I felt so 'emo' and all those feelings came flooding back, making my eyes brimmed with tears... I guess it was all a mistake in the beginning and I should not have repeated the mistake that day again.. I've no idea why Im feeling that way, but it just came and go, leaving me helpless all over again...
In approx 2 days time, i will be away in Malaysia, for the geog trip.. I was quite looking forward to it and hope my excitement will be paid off. Yep, i believe it will...
-I wish i knew where i can escape to, escape from all these hell... Someone, tell me all these is just a disguise...-
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