countdown

take a look at the time and it is 3.44am in the wee hours of the morning.
Well, i slept from 2100 to 2300, thus being wide awake right now.
Had a bad cramp in my left calf during my so-called nap,
and it still hurts a lil till now.. no idea why.
btw, there is something real wierd..
Im only wide-awake when I'm in front of the computer screen,
and toh~tally sleepy when I'm doing papers.
think they are just lullabies to me, despite them not singing anything.
Guess this is then called "power".. =D

Study leave is starting soon,
but tomorrow is marking day..
that is why i can still be here..
tomorrow, am going to MJC openhouse,
guess i will enter there after intense consideration
well, choices are limited.
Just provide me the will to endure through this crisis period...

Thoughts for last week;
now sorta undergoing a real pittest-pit-period.
days are lousy, moods as well.
many many different things takes place,
but i have not a single idea why it is happening.
tears brimming when im reading.
it is just too sad to be accepted,
that we are just nothing next to dust..

And for tis week;
someone asked, what in my purpose in life?
i pondered for a while and wondered..
we struggled and hung on,
and all is just for what?
still find no answer to the question.
and just concluded that it is for a better tomorrow.

Some rough countdown;
`4 days to start of practicals.
`3 weeks to start of papers
`5 weeks to completion of papers
`6 weeks to crazy time
`7 weeks and im flying!!!
i only like the last part.. well, who doesn't...

-things will be over before you know it.. and it's great that way..-