state of confusion

it had nearly been a month from my last blog, so, apologies peeps!

Progression into the JC life is happening very quickly.
with the many things going on,
time really flies.
Progress with friends are also going on fine.
now is nothing but Mid Years in everyone's mind..

Mugging is so irritating.
i cant stand the boring days studying through chapters,
which i had trouble understanding.
although the days are counting down,
the preparedness to fail is calming me down so much,
that i do not have the stress nor the motivitation to work hard.
no goals, no competition,
NO DIRECTION!

the many things going through my brains are making it worst.

-.State of Confusion. confused of what i really want...