Monday, December 22, 2008

emotions and smileys

my life has been busy for the past few days.
worked for a really short while,
3 days job and i quitted
sound really like a loser.
but anyway,
gotten another one.
though not my desired sort of job
but i dont have much choice right?
not it's the jobs that are choosing the owners
and not the other way round

my life just revolves around
people people and more people.
i dont exactly dislike this fact.
but i dislike the fact that human beings are just plain
confusing and complicated.

i just started reading a book about a guy who has some syndrome
and he dont exactly understands how human emotions work.
maybe i will soon be like him.
and in my own word,
i will only have that few smileys to represent the many emotions
life would then be pretty much easier=)

i dont like all the sweet talkings.
i dont like all the "i knows..."
i dont like everything that is "oh, it's so REAL!!"
and it's even more difficult to know how your decades-long friends are feeling,
cos she will know better how to hide it from you.
and i think i'm getting tired of it..
now i truly understand, "Absence makes the heart fonder.."

-you will never know what a person is thinking deep down inside...-

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