disappointing!

hhttppfftt..
hates the after lunch hour.
cos i'll be all groggy and stuffs.
lol.
better not come and disturb me in that time.
i bite!

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so disappointing!
my ever-reliable Mysoju disappointed me today.
was happily watching the We are Married series,
when some of the episodes broken down.
ultimate!!
the past few days,
i did not OT at all.
but still slept late
cos of these dramas=)
it's a reality show.
hence, i like the "real-ness" in it,
yet it can bring me away from my actual reality.
hmmm...
messy messy again.
lol.
it's okays.
it's funny.
i was reading my past few post and i actually forgotten what im talking abt
so much of being discreet
such that i cant remember it.
my rambling and stuffs.
these meant that they arent that significant afterall.
cos i can still remember some of which=)

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anyways,
since the show arent up,
gonna work harder again.
my dumb agent made a mistake in the contract.
so mine is supposed to end on 15th march!
wooottss!
not sure to cheer or what.
but anyways,
quite an relief=)
i can look forward to go for my HK shopping trip with family and the DINO!!
heehee!

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was feeling pretty down for last weekend.
pissed instead i think.
i cant stand people interfering my life, my decisions.
giving non-constructive criticism.
well,
after a talk with karolyn,
i think she does make a bit sense [for once uhhuh..=)]
it's just trying to put people down.
cos of they are lacking confidence
such a simple logic.
well, the more criticisms i get
the more i wish to prove it wrong.
normal kelly nature=)
go on, continue and criticise.
thanks for making me stronger...!
but i think because of the length of the friendship,
that is why it's bothering me so much.
cos it's just so disappointing.
i doubt the concern in it,
and i think there's more emotions deep down in you
that i can sense
and it is also that, that disappoints me so much.
whatevers.
i can get on with my life better without trying so much.
sometimes it so true that you can only share your good times with some people.
and not with others.
i kept quiet there and then,
just because i know there will be no end to it.
forget it.
it will past.
cos i seriously dont think it ever or EVEN bothered you.

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wells,
went to club on last wed
to rebel and attica
at clarke quay area.
hmmm..
the songs are slightly better in comparison to zouk
cos there's more r&b songs.
but the crowd...
sama sama..
lol.
every clubbing experience will end in the same awful way.
how tired i will be the next day.
plus, this time,
i slept 2 hours,
and managed to drag myself to work the next day.
energetically!
just that i fell sick the following weekend!
hahahah!
so torturous!
anyways,
the time spent in the club is always high and fun.
hahaha [im seriously not on drugs or anything]
but it's just the aftermath.
not like i really enjoy the taste of alcoholic drinks also.
so yeahhh..
and many people asking me to go clubbing this weekend.
abit all of a sudden,
but yeah,
i think i will keep it to max once a month lah,
too energy consuming!
for now..

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gonna go back to work now..
3 of the temps are now chiong-ing the same thing.
so amusing..!

-it's just the support i need...-

ps: im not a very friendly person. i closes convo boxes with strangers, dont reply strangers on taggie, yada yada.... =)) that is oh-so-me..