blahhh!!!

hmmm..
have pretty much things to say about my daily life,
but shall keep myself mum.
if not i'll bore you guys to death.
not that my life is boring,
but it's just not very exciting.
lol.
so much of my daily life.

my holiday trip is over.
and i still enjoyed my disneyland trip.
cos it still brings me back to the fairytale-lish like feeling.
like story on its own always have the "happily ever after" ending.
especially at the fireworks at the castle=)
having a small lil boy there is even more enjoyable!
lil kynan was like OT-ing from refraining from sleep and stuffs.
and he can doze off immediately in his stroller at night.
just so cute!
and the lil boy cried when he cant get to see Pooh bear.
cos we were late for that particular part of the amusement park.
dont you find it so cute,
to see the kid crying for such things.
no im not a sadist..
but it's just so adorable.
BUT, he's the monster of our shopping trip.
Furthermore, the weather doesnt help much.
with the crowd, bad weather, jostling wet umbrella and a defiant lil one..
what a fantastic shopping day i had...

it's alright,
GSS is here=)
finally having a peaceful time at GSS
instead of the past 2 years,
when our exam dates always land smack after the GSS period.
hence we gotta mug and mug....
the first day of GSS and i spent like 70 plus at pathetic TampOne and TM.
cos everything is like online shopping price??
when you can try the clothes and stuffs.
50% signs here and there..
PLUS the fact that i've not gotten myself any shoes since the beginning of the year..??
who can resist it?
im not comforting myself for spending,
but just trying to reason out that it's all worth it!
yeahh, and im loving the feeling of carrying those carriers home.
paid with my hard earned money!!
ching chingg!!! 100% SATISFACTION!!

it had been so long since i last shop like this.
since i got my first pay at shokudo???
with KC at far east.
these are really the few attempts of successful shopping spree.
when there's no one around to dampen my mood!
shopping with just 1 more good friend of yours is just nice=))
and i seriously love my wedges!!
my first=)
heehee, and i've already planned what to wear when going back school for college day!!!
wheeee! i-po-neh!!
it means pretty in korean, dont know how to spell the exact one,
but I understand, and that's enough=)
korean lessons are fun.
looking forward to sushi dinner and expanding my korean vocab!
i shall look forward to the even more far-fetched dream
of understanding my shinlang when it's their concert!
yeah yeah yeah!!
this is seriously the FIRST time im being so obsessed with idols!
cos i really seriously cant remember who i go ga ga over before..
so much of my teenage years,
when i just started my first obsession when im almost over with my TEENage years.

enough of happy stuff.
life is seriously always filled with high and lows..
cant it just be not so fair??
uni acceptance AND rejection letter came.
i dont have much a choice.
but i dont know if i should go the conventional way,
or really go for what i want.
although i know i always changes what i want.
my jc science stream is just a typical example of the conventional way.
and ive seen the end for myself [yeah, it isnt happily ever after..]
but now..
i kinda scared of the feeling of when the empty train never comes again and you have to just make do with it and board the packed one..
i got this analogy one morning
when going to work.
since i was pretty early than normal,
i waited and waited for a more empty train.
i saw a rather empty train,
but thought the next one may also be empty.
but when the next one came,
it is also the last train for me to catch in order to be on time..
and i have no choice but to board it and squeeze like sardines..
cant exactly describe the feeling,
but it just feel so "aiya...!"
go try it for yourself!
is this the origin of the proverb about opportunities only come by once,
and we should grab it while we can??
but if we dont expect more,
when will we know there will be something better out there??
grrrr.. im being so contradicting once again..!!!
anyways..
i shall continue pondering..
ask me about this if you really cares,
and not being a kaypo..
cos it seriously irriatates me.

i've got so many other things to blog about.
cos i will always have thoughts like i should say what what what in my blog later.
but i will be so lazy to open that one window on my slow Senior Citizen office lappie..
hence..
it's all posted in my lil spongebob up in my head.
anyway,
the only one i remembered will be that i read it somewhere that
"2 out of 5 people around you will be flirting on sms or internet.."
lol.. this always springs out of my brain like many times a day
and im always checking who's the 2 out of my 5!
geeez..
im just being dumb.
go do the survey secretly in your brain as well.
you will see that it is just so so true!

-the many things that irritates me is just you you and you!!-
-the many things that bothers me are just this, that and everything!! DUHHH!!-