Tuesday, August 18, 2009

whine and complain

my blog is almost dead.
cos the owner is almost dead too..
think i can finally sleep early for the first time.
it's like 12 midnight and im having 830 lecture tmr. 
sleeping at 12 is considered a good deal.
i seriously need my 8 hours of sleep 
if not i will be like a goldfish with it's puffy eyes at the end of the week.

my life is still full of routines as always.
wake up, prep, sch, training, bathe, wash clothes, play cards, sleep..
yada yada..
how exciting can it be man. 
entire day in school could be quite a chore. 
doing household stuff on my own is worse.
cant go to sleep in peace,
but must struggle to the toilet to fill up the flask for boiling water.
arrriisshhh...
school had been having a bazaar,
and ive been spending.
KELLLYYYY control!!!

i seriously need to be more independent
and stop following behind people's footsteps.
or at least follow the correct one.
not everyone is similar to me. 
Kelly, please remember this! 

sighhss..
i shant ponder over such stuff too much
just be straightforward and get over it.
yeahh,
my eyelids are on auto mode to shut it now..
tataaa!!!
hope i can survive my 3 lectures back to back.
and no boring or useless lecturers again!

seriously dont know why are we paying so much for AT and AN and some foreign land.
somebody whom we cant understand their accents.
imported talents aren't always that good.
how can i get that point across to the govt and school advisors.
why people bother paying their school fees, and just pon the lectures???
when it's the lecturers are the ones who cant speak up?
hope i continue keeping on this mindset.
and steer clear from the senior's influence!!!

shall keep my own mindset safe and sound...

-i learnt a new word, serendipity. i hope i does occurs..-

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