sigghs.

i need to really understand the meaning of playing hard and studying hard.

always having no mood to study is not a good excuse at all.

arrgh.

totally detest this feeling.

if others can do it, why can't i?

no matter how much i coop myself up in the room,

i will still do everything else but study.

why not create some incentive for me right

and work hard for it.

aiisshhh..

you will always have worries from somewhere or the other,

so what if you've stopped thinking about one,

the other one will spring out from somewhere.

sooooo..

fret not and let it be.

these are just part and parcel of my life.

sighhs...

-i love this place, but it's haunted without you...-