be it physically and emotionally,
all as draining..
chem test at least once every week
tutorials are went through at a breakneck speed
such that need to complete at least an entire tutorial PER subject
which is also equals to 4 hours or more..
running every PE lesson for the whole of last 2 weeks
though sometimes i looked forward to it
if it's in a nice cooling weather.
when i run at night,
the silence in my own world with the company of the greatest friend!
who's training just ended and tomorrow's her PE day..
the chilling wind blew me off
chasing those thoughts off my head.
many many things are happening in council
so many that i think no one have a time and space for breather
we must hang in there, peoples!
unite together and we will be formidable
we can overcome the obstacles together
remember the endurance run..
when we would not be able to continously run 6++ km early in the morning if not for the presence of the other 32 of us encouraging one another.
we can do it again and overcome anything...
when things dont seem well,
see it in a different perspective..
focus more on the positives and not the negatives.
things are not as bad as you think..
to think i can comfort people when i always go to someone for comfort.
today, Saturday, 26th January 2008..
i ran my first competitive race in my entire 18 years..
wow, like so big like that..
yeah, i've learnt from it..
winning is when you stay strong and continue perservering
winning is when you just put in your best efforts..
i've won my race.
when i felt so queasy and unwell mid way through the race
when i perservered..
and completed the entire route...
minah.. though i dont think you will see this
you won your race too..
cos you really put in your best efforts despite everything..
takKires of yourself, okie dokes minah!!
*****
the decision is beginning to seep in..
the day will soon come
i will make it, regardless of anything
now i'm so afraid everything will start again.
i fear it so so much..
i shall maintain my focus
this song just touched me so
with those words
tears welling in my eyes..
.Teardrops on My Guitar.
Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful,
that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me,
I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone
when he's with me
He says he's so in love,
he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
don't know why I do
Drew walks by me,
can he tell that I can't breathe
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight,
give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
don't know why I do
So I drive home alone,
as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won't see.
-the innocence in me caused these tears...-
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