tonight my emotions are going haywire.
felt that im super-mean during tuition,
sheez, but that's not my nature kays..
after which it just went down down and way down.
been pretty long since i last felt like this.
having a long bus journey on a single deck doesnt help either
when i dont have any privacy [i know we arent supposed to have privacy on a PUBLIC bus]
dumb emo songs blasting into my ear drums
may someday i will self-disintergrate
and disappear from this world un-noticeably..
no pain for myself and those around me
but it just seems so impossible..
im really thinking too much i guess.
but i just cant help it.
hormones, stress and greater workload...
what else can i do except to let them all out alone on the bus.
da*n the strangers who saw me
was totally disastrous then..
luckily there's no cute guys! LOL..
well, i hate it..
why cant i just do what i think.
life is in a great mess now..
i really wish it would pass quickly
yet i dread this mega huge exams to be here so soon.
dang! what do i really want???
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