Saturday, September 27, 2008

im so down

yes, i've gotten back almost all my results. yes i did improved, but it seems so far far away from my final targets. with only less than 2 months to go, and the many many hours spent on sleeping, eating, slacking...... BISH kelly!

ms tan did mentioned many things.
she's not bad a teacher, except when she screws us up when we did not do proper CONCEPT CLARIFICATION. she mentioned about how people sees you differently when you have an A for GP. yeah, it's sorta even more impossible than A's in those "practise-hard" subjects. but she certainly does make some sense. and now, i think it's either lowering my expectations or working harder. i shall be greedy and go for both=) not only that, she's nice in a way that she's willing to sacrifice her time for us. that seperates her from SOME of my teachers.

im glad school coming to an end now, though it also meant being on our own. my i hate those feeling when tension starts building up. cant help but feel those politics-stuff. it's really hateful. even more hateful when those around you are not sensitive. okay, it's just me being over-sensitive. sometimes i think our SGC is describing us way too good. so our future employers, dont believe every single bit in our SGC, especially those characteristic that is superbly inflated. again... what's the point of doing things when the purpose is so off.
oh wells, i cant comment anything right..
i hate to be influenced by others. i dislike having my opinions changed because of others.
but who to blame except for myself in having such fickle mind?
so i shall only learn from the positives.

yeah, smiles bring sunshine to my life.
i shall start living a solitude one.
"...i agree largely that solitude is not as enjoyable but could be beneficial..."
cos of those around me...

the world of relativities:
being with the worse off makes you the better off...
and the fun just marks the full-stop...

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