gogogo girly!

i embrace the noise around me AS PEACE
i embrace the stress level in me AS HAPPINESS
i embrace my weaknesses AS MY IMPERFECTIONS
im not mad
im not insane.
i just had been studying GP for the past half a day.
with the presence of my mum and her oldies.
thunder and the drilling outside.
perhaps im nuts...?

im happy for the presence of my many many sisters
because they allow me to compare and know which lifestyle i want to be in the future.
influence of friends.
good to a CERTAIN extent.
and the extent is unmeasurable because of the different types of people you deem as friends.
sometimes i cant stand the presence of her and her nonsense.
it irritates me and my other sis.
but we cant control her right.
yeahh..
this remind me of my da jie in the past use to tell me and karolyn
"don't be like qinqin, if not i dont dote you..."
now i change the person i do not wish to follow.
yeahh.. =))

i feeling afraid when i dont feel nervous for prelims
BUT A's
this is horrible.
i know im totally not prepared for prelims.
but where's the fear and anxiety that i need to push me?
it's all gone...
but for A's,
it's indescribable.

some nice girl randomly messaged me this morning.
about how her friends and her compared this year teachers' day to last.
it's so sweet with the words she used..
"they thought it is an MJ tradition.... but it's you and mars who left a legend...."
something along this line.
sweet yeahh.
it makes my regrets in joining council when i see my lousy grades worthwhile after all.
now im striking a balance
i've achieved the much mentioned "JC experience"
now it's time for my good grades!!!!

gogogo, GIRLY POWER!
nothing brings you down!
those girly-friends around me too!
nothing can bring you GIRLS down too:))
PS: those guys who also wish to be motivated can regard yourself as a girl too! lol.. =))

not forgetting!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAROLYN AND JIEJIE!!!
nooo.. they are 2 different sisters
noooo.. they are not twins!
yeahh! i think the last nice nice bdae cake that i remember is my pink, heart shape one!
and that's like when im a single digit age!
it had been so long in my family since we really really celebrated one!
you two better do something nice for me arhh!
i want a BIG BIG, HAND MADE CARD!
double or triple or even BIGGER than the ones i made for you two!!!