thoughts and rumblings.

it's so true that you start missing somethings when they are gone.
yeahh, gone are the normal school days with the used-to-be-much-dreaded tutorials and lectures.
no more daily sights of classmates, friends and teachers.
human, it's just so funny.
or is it just me.
during Compass when my CT mentioned about many things
including the last day in school and his much-needed "humour" within the serious stuff.
i could feel the many many emotions welling up inside me.
yeahh, managed to contain them pretty well
with the help of my pretty chem notes.
bleahh..! chem notes where got pretty de.
enough of emotions.
i realised the harsh reality allows non of these.
no emotions, no feelings.
if not, why would it be called harsh.
it's such an ugly world.
the competition makes it even worse.
the ugly side of human just keep coming up in my mind.
i hate them..

*****

im so so sorry.
i think i've been really caught up with my work
that i've really neglected those council dearies of mine.
i so feel like giving them a tight hug now.
especially jojo.
she made a pretty pretty sketch book.
yeahh, hand made.
and of course during this hectic period!
i dont know how to describe how i was feeling when flipping through the pages.
reading, feeling the lil details in it.
we used to mention how much we regret joining this organisation.
come to think about it,
if we don't join, would we have met one another??
*HUGS!*

*****

it's gonna be over soon.
i shall stop going in circles i shall make the best out of it.
seems like we will again be unable to pass our prelims.
so what?
what it matters is still the A's.
please give me some strength...
to finish off this last lap of journey..
with tenacity...