stop twirling your hair!

im so dead. i've just started my bad habit again. it's the sms-ing. i think it's seriously "unhealthy" for life. i certainly believe that smses cant carry the emotions that is required for a normal conversation to take place. so much things cant be conveyed through it properly. it's just a way for youngsters to escape the harsh truth, or to take the easier way out. i better stop my this very bad habit soon. Read from yesterday's papers too. they mentioned about the increase in injuries caused by people who sms. yepp, they themselves are the victims. as much as i found it very hilarious, how people bang into the lamp post when smsing, and landed themselves in the hospital, i just hope this will never happen to anyone around me nor me. it also mention that we are not multi-tasking when smsing and doing something else. but we are just focussing on smsing for one second and the other second doing the other thing. so no good... so people who smses while studying, not productive okays.. dont fool yourselves into thinking that you are maintaining a good friendship/relationship while studying, hence being productive. no such thing! only the guilty one will feel it..

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had a change of study plan. decided to start doing my homework in school first, since no matter how much nap i take i will still be KO-ed at home. i enjoy being with my secondary classmates. i like the drive in them i guess. not sure if it's cos a change of faces, from the ones i always see in class, to some people whom i seldom see. but i think this change is good.. shall see for myself the next week.

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i realise the need to love what every we are doing now. it gets mundane after a while. and the willingness and necessity of it will never be strong enough to keep you going. it's the love for it that does the job. i know what to do. so i shall start loving my notes, my teachers, my homework, my tys and so so important to miss, MY SUBJECTS. i can no longer regret what subjects ive taken, ive chosen them, i will do them well.


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ohh, i sound so totally positive in this post!
and the most dumb thing that happened in my this boring life of mine!
two of my teachers told me to "Stop twirling your hair!"
what's the problem with me doing that man..
sheesh, cos you cant do it right??
ultimate randomness..!