my longest rant

these few days had not been that smooth-sailing
it's like many things happening in one go.
and work had been busy
OT-ed for 3 out of my 5 days
because the deadlines were like drawing near.
but it's fun being able to OT together with the dear colleague i've met there.
she's like patient with me and stuffs,
teach me things,
though she's like another temp also.
just that she came earlier.
yeahh.
wonder am i slow or she's also like that the first time she came???
btw i've changed job.
so now im an admin temp at IDA.
yeah..

*****

i think i would very much prefer the mood of my post to be of a lighter one.
but it's like kinda tough
cos everytime i will end up explaining the screw-ed up stuff of my life.
cant help it.
everything lies with the expectations of your life.
the goals and stuffs.
i think i better stop spending so much.
i've been like eating good food on both the 2 weekdays i go out after work.
cafe cartel, breeks, waruku, shokudo....
dannnggg, curb the temptation Kelly!
money's hard to earn!!

council outing was like still so council-lish.
dinner-ed at breeks.
the food there not bad,
since it's like the first time i go there.
would want to go there again to try other stuff=)
[so contradictary to my previous para, hehe.]
anyways,
it's council-lish in a way we make a decision
it's like so hilarious
that we can take so long to decide,
and we used to be councillors?
i dont know..
but sometimes it pisses me off.
especially when a supposedly gathering splits up.
like no point right?
sighhss..
my expectations of those around me too high alr lahh!!
but i was still happy to be around the loud conversations=)
already accepted that.
and sometimes it's those unruly behaviour that comforts me.
like always,
you dont show others your uncouth self
unless you're comfortable with those around you.
righto..? =))

*****

i think different decisions really change the relationship between people.
guess i've sorta drifted quite a far bit from her.
not sure if im too reliant on her for the past few months and stuffs.
when she's readily and always there to hear me out.
and for now,
im like no longer having that support or listening ear.
i feel sorta not-well,
but i cant say anything right.
it's like all my freaking decision
and our different goals in our lives now.
ohs-well...
i shall just accept it as it is..

*****

i think the odd-number theory doesn't really apply
if you're with close friends.
cos you will still feel left out at times.
it's just you and you.
and it still applies when it's with 3 not that close friends?
i dont know,
i said life is confusing...

*****

this weekend had been pretty tough.
spending more time working then i've expected.
and wanted.
when one person complain to you his troubles,
and you agreed to help.
you cant escape it right?
so we were like saying on the cliche line yesterday,
"When you are kind to others, you're being harsh to yourself."
i think that applies very well in every job that we do...
cindy-meimei leaving shokudo=((
sobs.. she's like a really nice senior there.
always bringing joy to people around her with her contagious laughter.
and those times when we pms-ed and talk about many many things.
from work, lives, people's characters[aka/un-nice term: bitching=)], relationships yada yada...
but it's good for her to leave.
better than stuck there unhappy..
just a tad sad that we wont know when we will meet up
cos she's from Ipoh,
and she's going back there.
hmmm...
memories will do just fine..
since life is nothing but a constant change..
the so called "4 female warriors"..
LOL..

*****

i need to prepare for work soon!
cant play with kynan boy alr..
anyway who ask you to be so naughty!
i dont play with biting dinos=)
or should i say godzilla??
stomping around spitting..[maybe godzilla spits fire, but you, it's just your innocuous saliva]
righto, kynan boy=)
learn how to read blogs and ask your mummy to teach you how to blog also.
so that you dont have to spam my taggie=))
kids around his age are just so carefree.
cos it's their parents worrying their future
not themselves.
but they dont appreciate it at all,
cos they dont know this is the best time of their lives,
since they have yet to experience the worse time.
a bit confusing...
as long as i understand will do=))
anyways, i saw the thomas and train series of watches in the dan-dan machines.
heehee..
and i derive simple satisfaction able to get the thomas character on my second attempt=))
it just make me happy for that tweeny moment!
oh ya, dan dan is no longer 1 buck!
the machine has upgraded that it can count the no of coins you put it..
it's like a freaking 2 bucks.
maybe when tech improves,
it will start accepting notes too
then dan dan will be 5 to 10 bucks???!!!
lol!
you really aren't coming, kynan boy??
im really leaving for work=(((
deprivation of my entertainment of the week..

*****

-im beginning to form perceptions and sterotype, im beggin' you to be non of the typicals...-

ps: i think i can get the "Longest-post award" soon.. it's my 2 weeks rantings in one post??

my oh-so-screwed life

it isn't supposed to be bothering me.
or i just dont accept it as a fact...

Below is a excerpt of my oh-so-screwed life:
im so sick of stuff.
as in so many stuff-S going through my mind.
my last day of shokudo full time will as of tomorrow.
or should i say today.
cos it's like a freaking 5am now.

i've got like so many things going through my mini brain.
that im feeling like shit as well.
slacked and was down one moment hiding in the corner of the bar
and the next moment smiling away like some goondu at customers on the floor.
wondered how long term service crew females can survive their pms period like very month!
i think i nearly died today from the extreme mood swings today!

uni courses.
it's stinking my brain up as well.
the open house wasnt at all helpful.
all i can do now is to apply for it and pray that i can get into it
it's like practically what everyone is gonna do.
shucks!
life shucks!
making decisons stinks!
having to undergo many many changes doubles up everything!

come on, Kelly!
this isn't supposed to be bothering me.
ignore those nonsense
communication is the utmost important!
i know it, and i will not forget about it!
and have a grip in life!
i know i can,
and i know i will be able to do it!
gogogo!!!
whhhoooo-seehhhh!!
ps:i really feel like screaming, crying, running, singing,... blah blah blah.. just anything that can get these outta my mind!!!

the oops-i-dont-have-to-know-stuff irritates me

im feeling a lil blind now,
cos im like in the dark,
typing away.
FYI, it's freaking to-be-five AM now.
dont know why i cant get to sleep.
oh ya,
the main purpose for me to blog is to express my anger!

cant stand the ego of males.
im trying my best not to describe them like animals.
trying my best.
cant stand MCP.
Male Chauvinist Pig
scram off!
the world cant exist with you dumbos alone only.

it's just some some conversation on my way back from work on the transport.
that spark off my entire anger,
and so decided to sterotype
cant understand why some people can think that they are so so important.
the so many many double-faces everyone has is putting me off.
scram! shoooo!!

im just being dumb lah, kelly!
just get over it,
and dont waste my precious time and mental strength on this.
hehe.. we girls were evaluating some customers.
pretty not bad looking.
just that they are attached! DARN!
shall go back to my kdrama and bird nest!
mummy left some for me.
yummy!!!
hope those nicey stuff can shoo my eye bags away=))

-the oops-i-dont-have-to-know-stuff irritates me...-

results!

having a dumb headache again.
really dumb.
cos it spoils my mood!
today my off day.
the headache is either from the lack of sleep or the EM waves from the com=(
been watching korean dramas.
yesterday since i woke up at 1030 till i go work.
and after work i watched till 6am.
before really surrendering.
woke up at 11am again and continued!
the drama is so naughty.
so so infectious!
it's boys before flowers.
Korean version of the meteor garden, or is it meteor rain?
cant be bothered.
anyways,
this version of F4 is definitely better quality to the old one.
sobs.
taiwan lost to korea!
KO-eeddd!!
kc were like nuts about them and infected me with it.
my sista also been watching.
cant help, influence around me is too too strong=P
it's been so long since i've last been so 'on' for this type of dramas.
once in a while,
trying to imagine you're the female lead would be not bad, yeah=))
and yesh!
why cant singapore have uniforms like those is the shows!??!!
i bet their enrollment will then be awesome!
"kelly, come back to earth please!!"

*****

talking about EM waves!
cant help but think about results!!
arrgghh!
sheeeesshh!
it's really coming out!
some dumbo keep predicting,
and i refused to believe it.
now i've got no choice=(
going onto my next chapter of life soon...
drats,
i dont exactly fancy such transition!
sorry jojo,
i'm also quoting from you=)THANKS
"our life is really planned only till JC."
the rest is up to us..
so much thanks for the freedom that we when kids always wanted.
seeing how some of my seniors are enjoying their lives,
makes me keen to try too.
but still... ...
some things holding me back.
not sure what either.
my sis once asked me "am i a high flyer?"
me replied, "nope, im a sg flyer, i'll get jammed up halfway."
sorry, but no criticism intended, just some true fact about myself.
im just like that.
when making decision,
i will either strive for the most tedious or the simplest one.
just like trying for council, or staying in SLC.
the stark difference in the commitment level.
[oh ya, shhhh, i think no one knew i was from slc=)]
council was at the way back of my mind,
and still,
i managed to convince myself.
except for certain point of breakdown,
the end result is still so so sweet=)
just hope something like this will happen again...
*keeping my fingers crossed*
i need to pray!
just hope everything and everyone will be fine.

ps: i think im not making much sense. everything is so jumbled up. back to my kdrama time! advert's time over=))

-a big fish in a big pond or a small fish in a small pond...?-
then thou shalt know...

my boring life

it's like ages since i've last seen my family members awake when i reach home.
did morning shift today.
and i reached home before 11pm!
woahh!
record time wors..
did opening on my own.
and i think this is like my 3rd time??
was hilarious when i practised what one of my seniors taught me.
the skill of balancing 3 condiment trays on one single hand!
i did that successfully for the first time,
and the second time,
PHOOOOFF!
everything cling clang to the ground.
i could only laugh at myself and sweep up all the cheese and chilli flakes
so much of my hard work during closing when i had to refill all those.
hehe,
being kelly,
i continued trying for 3 more times.
before im satisfied,
and by then im already done with that=)
one lucky thing is that my manager haven reach yet,
and just the dumb chef suaning my silly-ness.

actually planned to baked more brownies after work
for jon's gift tomorrow.
but then....
was too tired and lazy.
hehee,
save the treat for another time=)
tomorrow's finally meeting up with the un-acknoledged Athenians!
cuckoo name came up by the crazy old man!
those schooling and stressed up days,
that really drove people mad=P
hope i can get the loco roco game tomorrow too!

sunday finally my off day after like 9 consecutive days of work!!
can spend lotsa time playing with kynan boy=)
his mummy told me how he allowed an Indian man to carry him on the train ride
and even gave him a goodbye kiss
make this yiyi so guilty=((
hahaa..
the "sweet" innocence of a young boy!

shall meet up with more people soon!
make my days more fulfilling.
off to sleep!
and working early tomorrow again=)
the paycheck makes my work over these few days satisfying!!

-we live these days once only,
shall learn cherish and not complain=))-

i think i'm one weird person.
i cant stand it when people compliment me.
it seems so superficial to me.
especially regarding appearane.
dont know why?
which girl doesnt like to be picked up?
me perhaps.
cos it just makes me doubt you further.
once bitten twice shy.
just shut up about it
and all will be forgotten=)

my purpose

it's so amusing reading my sister's blog
on how kynan and her spend their time.
it reminds me of how kynan boy called yiyi when im about to leave for work.
when he saw me changed and taking my bag,
he took his dino bag too,
and asked me to put it on for him.
then he said his "ah-goo!" [aka "let's go!"=)]
but when i tell him im going work,
he's still alright to let me leave the house,
and gave me his wet wet kisses on my cheek.
even through the gate he also gave me the last peck=))
and called yiyi when i left his sight..
such a sweet boy right=))
all these for playing with him for the entire afternoon.

*****

i've been reaching late for work recently.
shall reach super early today.
since i've got nothing much to do today.
The Dream Catcher show is not uploaded.
nothing for me to do.
i've been wanting to catch some movies
alone.
yeah, haven tried doing it alone..
but didnt have much chance with the movie screening time
and my work and sleeping time=((
boo hooo..
shall try to get up early and go catch a movie.
so glad that this weekend im working early shift.
yeahness!
no 4am for me=))
but got something bad to it too..
come on kelly,
be contented with what you have and dont be so greedy!

*****

i truly believe with the theory of "expect the unexpected."
cos when you expect so much,
usually it wont happen,
or worse,
if the reverse happens.
so so..
kelly, stop dreaming!
if you want,
then dream on!

-If life is as simple as it can be, then it wouldn't be worth living. cos you will never feel the great sense of satisfaction. When asked, why you choose to be a student councillor, i'll usually reply, "to feel the sense of satisfaction." i shall continue with that purpose in life...-

*****

What if you realize,

you are like a candle?
fragrant
beautiful
mystic
but slowly
the blaze,
melts away your layers
shedding your past
spilling your secrets
across
the table
dripping into the carpet
pooling into puddles of memories
thick
molten
experience
which dry and harden
into patterns
when it's over
we're really tiny black wicks
who burn themselves out
all that really matters
is if our experiences
have bled into others
to create something
far greater
or
if we're nothing
but a puddle
of ourselves

bored bored bored

im so so bored.
alone at home and with a dumb com.
not sure if it's a dumb com or the dumb user.
internet supposed to provide non-stop entertainment right?
but i cant figure out how much fun it can be
when im finished with all the routine stuff

blog-hopping:
i think blogs are just the third impression that one tries to create. something different from who they are in real life. there will be varying degrees of differences. and i bloghopped for the fact that i crazily adore the different emotions i can feel from the different blogs i go. some depressing blogs, some oh-did-i-really-need-to-know-these blogs, some that is totally-different-from-whom-i-know blogs that can really piss me off.. so many different kinds yeah.. and the discussion about the last category of blogs is actually the most interesting and entertaining!
im a sicko in the brain, who isn't...?

anyways, it's just boring all together.
last week was so hectic,
while this week is free like dont know what.
been taking my own sweet time to prepare myself for work=)
though i just need to wear the shit-colour shirt and jeans,
i still take ample time for my hair and stuffs.
stuffs like SUN BLOCK, blah blah blah!!
hahaa,
purposely wrote that to irritate rach=)
so so bored!!
shall go take my hour's long of bath and prep
to while my time away..

today's sat again.
not sure if it's love or hate.
cos it will be like super busy
but yet,
we dont have to complain of nothing to do.
geez,
humans are hard to please=))
just hope there's no like weird customers
sometimes they can get really weird that i dont know how to react.
other times,
would just be anger!
oh wells oh..
if work is simple,
then there wouldn't be a need to pay us for the simple job.
accept it, Kelly!
ps: prays for some cute guys to brighten up my day! LOL!

keeping my fingers crossed...!

bored to max

im like totally hopeless on computer stuff
attempted to watch some movies online.
but it just refused to load,
and i just gave up.
ended up watching the 9pm show on youtube.
BUT only ONE episode is uploaded!!!
continued my online shopping,
ended up with zillions of tabs opened
but cant decide on any particular one
and decided that i cant make a proper decision with my spinning headache.
so off i went to zzz...
so all in all,
nothing accomplished!
i still prefer classic shopping,
when you can buy on impulse
and feel the real thing in the carrier you are holding on to!
PLUS i dont know why,
but i dislike chatting online.
dont like the virtual feeling.
where you can choose not to be your real self.
why go deceiving myself talking to these people?
so i think msn only there for me to discuss things=)
and appearing offline in my forte!
to prevent some irritating nonsense.
summarizing all,
im just a com idiot=)
and im proud of it!

im like so bored!
work's at 8pm.
waiting for my 1st major meal of the day,
since my dinner ytd night.
im seriously eating less and less by the day.
no mood, no appetite, no time.
when i feel like eating alot,
i dont have the time.
boo-hooo..!
kelly's disappearing!!!

shall go and bathe and have breakfast-cum-lunch-cum-dinner with mommy=)
then some alone/speed shopping on my own at orchard
before the work!

sweetness

yesterday's my off=)
like the random-ness of how my day can become.
i totally have no plans for it.
and just woke up,
hoping to meet up with py and a sudden crave to bake.
[py said it's my housewife instinct acting up, lol]
soooo.. i just messaged her,
and off i go to bathe and pop over her house=)
enjoyed this kind of randomness the un-routine life.
why live life full of routines,
once a while
once-in-a-blue-moon kinda things are pretty nice=)
finished baking,
got home early for dinner with mummy!
like eons since i last had a proper talk with her..
i like telling her what's my daily life like=)
cos i think she's the only one who wont be bored out by me!
went home to watch my fave tv slot of the day, the 9pm show!
and taaa daaa... there's elvin ng!
wooootsss!
got a lil high, cos it's like so long since i watched a proper episode of tv shows.
the plot is a lil dumb like so expected..
plus their acting skills are like mediocre
so im.. duhh..
but i think seeing elvin ng
at my workplace would make me so much "high-ER" than seeing lin jun jie and joanna peh..
yeah, saw them, and stared enough at them,
i pity celebrities so much for all the scrutiny they gets..
their makeup, dressing comparing them with others, etc
the list never ends i guess..
and kc managed to see elvin ng in real..
how she describes him to me makes me go gaga...
just pray that he will come someday=)
cos he's like much more of my "Utopian kind" of guy to go gaga over=))

had like dozens of brownies for my breakfast=)
sweet sweet taste lingering in my mouth till now love them!
hope my this tub of brownies will last pretty long.
i think the choc must be the reason behind all the high-ness earlier on=)
oh ya, my random-ness continued
till when i have nothing to do at home after my show
and i popped by my workplace and brought the brownies over=)
anyways, there's free ride home..
played loco roco on my friend's psp!!
it's like addictive and yet makes me giddy at times=)
but it's so cute and happy looking at the ball rolling around=))
and it grows!!

i think i've like blogged a long long post..
shall stop here, before i get as irritating as some pig kai..

who post up uber-ly long post! blah blah blah... ... the sweetness, and beyond it goes...

the past and future

i'm feeling so lost.
i have no idea whether i should like change my job
sometimes it gets really tiring,
but still the people there are really nice.
except for those moments when everyone got stressed up
and started cursing and swearing.
anyway,
i think i've already like made up my mind yesterday.
and gotten myself an interview today.
just hope everything will go on fine,
and less decision making on my part...!

when i went back to school the other day,
some nice and cute teachers started talking to me.
regarding those council days
working with another teacher.
im being asked,
"do i feel that i've grown up and learnt alot after those tough times?"
so he's like implying,
that the more difficult the times are,
the more you will get to learn.
well,
this seems like the hard fact of life.
i agreed with him,
and... ...
they are just getting feedback from me,
and trying to help my dear juniors.
perhaps perhaps... ...
i dont know how to continue..
maybe it's different thinking from the perspective when you've been through it.
cos you can only feel the bittersweet feeling,
and yet glad that you've chose to overcome it,
instead of getting help from it.
the main point is that,
maybe i should prove myself wrong,
and see how far my determination can bring me to??
but we should be thinking about our future?
or the present experience??

tell you i'm lost already...

even rainbows fades away...

i'm going in no direction.
where's the happy and optimistic me?
my happy-est teenage year??
all gone with the wind... ...

uber huge post

shall post up some pretty photos since i have some time left=)
x'mas party at my sis place=)

the food and the people

the doggie in tigger's disguise. tigger's outfit that my sis bought from taiwan a bit figure-lugging=P


Dinner for my bday. At Yummy Crab=) the lil boy who's afraid of crab's eyes=)


posing with vain yiyi=P


HAPPY CNY!
karolyn and I


qin qin and I


qin qin, er jie and I notice our eye bags. sobs=((


jie jie and I.
lookalike nehh???


pretty pretty??


poor kai, watching us preparing to go out with his dearest strawberry..


kaiser looks so small=)) like a puppy..


kynan's here to bai nian=))


happy gong gong, kynan boy and i
he cant take his eyes off him..
with my heels, im taller than all the guys in my family=)



my fave one=) the shuai ge and mei nu!!=P


below are the videos of how a lil boy learns to club=)
dancing to some kylie minogue songs=))
enjoy!



pheww..
1 hr gone just for this!
just in time to bathe and work=))

5sistas

5 sistas!!
sheesh, I'm running late for work!
but cant resist to put up this pretty photo=))
jiejie, yeshh, i saw them already!!
more to come when im really free=))

the dark tunnel.
it's up to you what you want to focus on.
the darkness
or the light at the end of it...

yiyiiii...

some gross update first=)
i was eatingsome steamed yam cake
[which is supposedly healthier in my dad's opinion as compared to the black and spicy carrot cake]
with the brownish red sauce all over it.
when i finally stop eating,
i started coughing.
and out came a thick and uberly gross green phlegm
PLUS reddish stuff all over it.
got a shock at first when i thought what illness had i gotten.
then i suddenly remembered
it's just the dumb sauce!
alright, enough of the gross update..
im just being silly.

yeahh, just wanted to say that im sick=(
and it's really irritating!
the headache that never stops spinning
the throat that is always sore
and the nose which is always stuck
so i can only like feel the texture of food going down,
and all tasted like mucus and phlegm to me=((
stop it, kelly!
ALRIGHT! i will really stop that..

orientation coming up at MJ!
wheeee!
that's like a council's biggest event or sth like that.
and im going back on sat! but not at night=(
sobs.. no campfire for me. that's like totally sucky.
and for once, i feel that my job sucks.
saturday night, and im working.. boohoooo!!!
dearest FIVES,
please go back in the afternoon alright..
like pretty please with a cherry on top=)
help to spread,
and ask those peeps to go back in the afternoon, JK!
i know you have the loudest voice=P
so scream and they will know! hahaaa..

yoohoo!
finally met up with my old mama!
she's like having some office job
which she can dress up anyway she wants
no restrictions.
aint that totally awesome?
watched Rachel's getting married.
it's not the chick flick type of plot and
that's like toally what ive expected.
but it turns out totally different,
and it's really heavy in content instead.
it's the first time i caught a movie in cineleisure.
yeahhh, i know im ancient.
there's like gaming stuffs and arcade on level 9???
just found out yesterday=)
the highest level i've been to is the kbox one.
thereafter is just level 2 and level 2.
sighhss, kelly..

the day before,
i went to TP.
to help may's with her project or something.
it's really cool
being her guest on her radio programme.
and answer questions into the mic and everything=)
and everything is like the real studio..!
nice experience=))
though it's a bit scary at first.
being on air and stuffs..
thanks May=)

i have the sudden urge to do something to my hair.
like something extreme.
cut it real short?
purple streaks?
curl it?
straighten it?
bangs?
i dont know..
make it just a passing phase, cos im afraid i will regret it..

weekends gonna be pretty busy and tired.
work till 4am on friday's night or sat morning,
and sat afternoon going back school then night work till 4am again.
before going all the way to sis place=)
kynan boy turning TWO!
that's like very fast!
yoohoo...!
and i can see him again=))
plus the way he calls "yiyiiiii..." makes my heart melts!

i think i've gibberished alot alot of rubbish in my previous post.
too many things kept inside,
now that it's out (in a subtle way)
i can blog more happily=))

i want to shop!
im like craving for hundred and one things in the world!
goshh, gotta stop this,
if not i will spend all the money that i intend to save.

wanna get a new wallet.
the turquoise purse is still waiting for me at accessorize=)
get a camera=)
like that i can take picture of everything that i see
cos everything leaves my sight far to fast
for my brain to capture into memories
PLUS,
i saw a lady customer at my workplace
carrying a Polaroid camera!
uber cute can,
the photo comes out instantly!
like derrr...!
but it's so huge and bulky=((
not practical at all!
still wanna get a bag, blah blah blahhh...
and the list never ends..
note to myself not to get any more clothes.
cos i cant get much chance to wear them!
everyday just that shit colour shirt will do=))

-i wanna i wanna i want to...!-

lifeeeee

life been full of ups and downs
surprises or shocks?
im not sure either.
could only know that we could then grow our of all these difficulties.
just got to accept it.

ive been down with flu=((
it always happen after i manage to get a super long sleep.
is it that my theory really holds?
that when you sleep more,
you provide more time for the virus to build up?
i hope it's not this way.
if not i will make myself sleep as little as possible!

furthermore, i'll still be going for the tuition work
PLUS my normal work.
sheeshh.
hope my flu virus will disappear,
like how people disappear from my life.
as easy as it seems..

many friends around me had been quitting their jobs.
not sure why is it just typical of our generation or something?
then perhaps I'm ancient.
or that it's just in my zhu family genes.
the never say never attitude.
these genes are bad in a way that it makes you see more people leaving,
because you'll be the last to leave=(
i'll then start comparing work with school.
school no doubt is fun with so many friends with you and not constantly changing.
but the HOMEwork that one had gotta do,
makes no difference to the long hours of work
plus all my cca hours,
i think work is like a shorter duration.
lol..
all in all, they are all the same.
just depends on how your mentality slants towards..
soooo...
it's still the doing of your brains,
the power of mankind
and the reason why the world is like this..

ps: i dislike blogs for it's superficiality and the fact that it only shows the side of the blogger whom he/she wants others to know. so perhaps you guys can stop patronising my blog cos perhaps you're thinking this way of me=)

work

ive eaten a combined meal of dinner, breakfast and lunch.
yeah, which means after ytd Brunch.
didnt have any proper meal.
had to work on 1st day of cny, 2nd as well
and today's finally my off day.
work's tough.
only with those people then it's fun.
but things seems to be changing.
more regulations, more new management people.
and more unhappiness as well.

oh wells,
work will never be fun and nice..

yeah, my proper meal which i just had
is a slightly burnt omelette
and maggie mee.
abit "jerluc" after a while.
but cant find other nicer food already=((
need to start reading my basic theory!
test in the evening.
i hope it will go well..
people who passed says it's easy,
people who failed says it's tough.
so i shall know for myself soon..
*fingers crossed!*

my life

DECLARED: I'm gonna spam a long post, so dont blame me for updating so slowly. you are just supposed to read it slowly=P one day one para, perhaps?

im now into my last teenage year!
shall live it it proudly and happily=)
and let those precious memories stay..
the first official job.
when i get real money into my bank account
and not money notes in envelopes!
real money into my CPF account!
whahaa, sound so grownup=)

some pretty ladies were pretty and nice!
and celebrated my bday twice!
once on my actual day,
and another combined with the lucky and pretty lady, ah bi=)
i feel so blessed to have this group of friends with me around
though we've have met each other so so long ago.
remember those days when we were all fat and chubby and short
having hamsters, staying school till so late, meeting at our famous 7eleven store when all of us will be late, our first escape outing, first holiday trip[at least for me] to korea, first time playing with bugis fountain at our age, first time playing the kids playground in the arcade at our last legal age, christmas countdowns, new year countdown and many many fond memories!
i hope there will be many more to come=))
many more first times with you guys
and many many more fun moments with you!
just like what ive told ling in her card,
the more obstacles we overcome,
the longer will be our "expiry date" of our friendship will be extended=))
and the day when we acted like tai tais will soon come ture
and real mahjong session will come true
us being godmothers and stuffs!
in out big big houses, linked side by side!
these were so creative on our part=))

more about my bday,
we ate at Manhattan fish market.
it's really noisy and crowded there, like a fish market..
never mind that,
cos with those surrounding noise,
we wont get any strange stares when our table make too much noise
like we always do..
after that was CLUBBING!
i drank slightly more=))
still dislike the alcohol bitter taste,
but like the warm feeling in the throat=))
for photos, please click on keechen's link=)

celebrated with my family too!
at Yummy crab!
really yummy=))
and they specially ordered a bowl of shark's fins for me..
i've been yearning for it,
since prom's one was horrible..
kynan boy is still as adorable as ever..
he will definitely make many girls fall for him with his big dark eyes and dimple smile=)

work.
work was still as fun as ever..
we've changed Shokudu to "Siao-kudu"=))
cos we were really like shouting at each other for fun
eating uber big mochi!
and laughing like crazy..
this is definitely a good experience for job,
especially after a bad experience.
maybe the best even..
and meeting cute guys there!
and some familiar faces.. [good or bad, im confused too..]
whahahahaa!!
twice somemore!!
hope many many more times to come..!
just like what my manager said,
"Relationship will come at the most unexpected time"
i shall wait for the unexpected=P

gotta go bathe already=)
got another short stint at Kumon tuition centres
it's really part time,
as in 3 hours in the afternoon..
wanna earn more more and more money!
then wont be so restricted and unhappy=((

-living my 19th year on this very planet as happy as i can remember!-

PS: goshh, i think im really in love with dimples and toothy grin=P