chalet planning

went for tuition as per normal.
ha ji man,
there's one unit at the opposite blk which caught fire.
the fire seems pretty serious.
since there's like 2 huge normal size engines, 1 small Rhino engine, police cars, ambulance.
im feeling pretty freaked out when i see so many emergency vehicles all in the mini-car park.
the only time i see so many such vehicles is in...
NDP fake emergency drill??!!
and the worst thing is,
there's hundreds and thousands of on-lookers!
and my normal pathway is blocked by the engines!
dannggg..
but all a sudden i have the urge to pray for them
not sure to which one, but i just prayed up into the sky..
the scene was horrifying
with the scent of the rubber in the air
and people running down the stairs..
hope i wont witness such incidents again.
think im pretty unlucky at such hopes=(

*****

went to ECP with poh POH!!
kekeke.. lobster pohpoh=)
anyways, she never fails to crack me up..
esp on our favourite topic and when im complaining all the nonsense im facing to her.
thanks girly!

sat on the breakwater..
cool!!!
ECP is totally cool on a Monday afternoon.
it's really called relaxation,
when there's so lil noise pollution
[BUT since when there's a lil kelong in the middle of the sea??? can any one enlighten me? im pretty disturbed by it.. cos i thought that is only in Pulau Ubin? such a spoiler of the scenary!!]
love the wind blowing past me,
the sound of the wind in my ears.
totally HEART it!

her iTouch is like totally loaded with the Korean variety show Xman!!
and i totally enjoy going gaga together even on the bus!
more and more temptations...!

and my tuition boy's mom gave me a burberry overnight bag.
really huge and good for camps!
yeahness! what a right timing=)
but its making me guilty that im not teaching him soon!
cos i need to stay in hostel..
if not i wouldnt want to give him up either.
since he's staying super near me.
and all the commitment i need is coming home for dinner on time at 7.
not very difficult to accomplish.
[hmm.. plus the blood i need to vomit from teaching him multiplication tables!]
hope i will be able to get a good replacement for him.
at least i prefer going there than my SK *****N family who's mom keep checking on me=(
[for more details, please check direcly with me=)]

anyways,
council chalet coming this sat.
hope im not screwed as much as possible..!
wonder how much shit ive gotten myself into!
this must be one of the reason why i always cant save up much!
donating my money to such things=((
grrrrs.. regrets doesnt help much now.
shall put in my best!
just hope at least people can keep to their promises??
or confirmation??

-the splash and whistling calms me down...-

dearest korean convo!

im so excited!
came back from tut and had a pleasant surprise=)
dearest WL and KC left a message for me on MSN..
and im finally putting my Korean lesson into good use!!
HAJIMAN,
i was too slow=( 20 mins slow.. and they went offline=(((
so disappointing..

here's the conversation: =))

wanling just sent you a nudge.

wanling says:
안녕!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wanling says:
오니!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wanling says:
어디에요????????????
wanling says:
빨이!!
wanling says:
안녕!!!!!!!!><

It says,
Annyeong
un-nii [older sis]

er di ye yo? [should be or di?? are you there? sth along the line..]
pa li!! [HURRY!!]
annyeong ><

eeeyyyerrrr..
super lousy trying to meet them online!!!
hhtttppptsss!
but so cool!
hahaha, got the pen pal feeling!
too bad i still need the table of vowels and alphabets to help me to read!
lol..

dearest girls!!!
email or msn me at more singapore timing okay..
if not i email you guys my schedule over here arh..
lol!

-high high.. im gonna for a night jog to shed some kilos off! 안녕-

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

im feeling so depressed now
my two good good friends are away=(
far far away...
there goes my random mates whom i can call,
or pop by their house..
no more partner for my Brunch when i wake up hungrily=(
no more slacking around at their houses.
no more gaga-sessions over our Kpop idols.

im just being silly here!
lol..
KC-mama and wanling are both on their long long trip!
BON VOYAGE!
hope they enjoy themselves,
and take good care of one another as well!
let my fears be unfounded for=)
and hope they can get those CDs much more cheaper than i can in HMV Sg.
HMV are seriously extorting money from teenagers!
no wonder only tai tais buy from them those Korean CDs.
cos few teenagers can afford!
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ..

anyways, im supposed to help KC check out her Kobe Bryant flight to singapore!
yeah, he's coming to singapore.
maybe she can ton in sg airport to wait for him.
she wont have to miss her flight or anything.
and i wont feel so "gek" for her,
like how my sis missed ss501 in the so-little-people-transit-area at taipei last week!!
grrrrr...
so anyone with any news tell me kays..
cos im not exactly into this field of "research"
which KC is [multi-field]
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ..

nearly vomited blood teaching my p2 boy multiplication tables.
he's always wants to refer to the earlier exercises and copy,
when he can actually remember them already when i forced him to.
feel so much like screaming like him.
perhaps if he's my younger bro, i will do that.
sighhss..
kids nowadays...
and his dad just accepts that his lazy and always refusing to complete his homework..
why am i such a good girl last time??
i dont understand why i fear tuition so much
and always completing my hw
maybe cos it's my sis teaching,
and she can scream as and when she likes.
hahaha..
so...
moral of the story,
the best tuition teacher is still the older sibling!
lol..
so i should thank my jiejie for always making me cry in every single tuition lesson when im P2!!!
i totally cant instill this kind of fear in my P2 boy!
teaching kids nowadays are just so tough.
AND YAHH!!!
saw a secondary boy at a bus stop when im waiting for my bus a few days back.
there's a dust bin less than 10 steps away from him,
BUDDEN!!
the drink can on he's drinking from still ended up on the pavement
instead of the bin,
where he can easily throw it away when walking to board the bus!
WTH..!
im like...
what is schools teaching kids nowadays?
Moral Education?
Civics and Moral Education?
Common Sense??
OOOPS, ive forgotten that cant be taught...!
but anyways,
im just so shock how uneducated a SECONDARY school student can be
in terms of morals and consideration for others.

well, im writing whatever that comes to my mind.
got more sleepovers!
had one yesterday,
before KC mama left.
helped her with her packing of her 18KG lauggage
hahaha, such a failure on keeping it light!
and yeah! finally slept over after so long long time..
A's??
cant remember..
had fun with her gaga sessions..
she like introducing more Kpop groups to me..
nooooo...
Kelly, get a rein on yourself!
hahaha.. but im a lil tweeny tinnny little interested=)
since my ss501 forum ive already the most updated stage!
FINALLY!
after so many eons months!
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ..
feel so updated abt their news,
and satisfied with myself.
what plastic surgeries they suspected to have.. CHECKED!
debut.. CHECKED!
concerts.. CHECKED!
albums.. CHECKED!
fanmeetings.. CHECKED!
what they are doing now??... CHECKED!
heeheee.. not satisfied is what..?
im such a proud stalker!
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ...
[btw, ㅋ = "ke"]
hence, many ㅋ means kekekekekekeke.....
lol...
lets pray those pretty boys come to singapore really fast!
and when we're free to go gaga=))

yada yada yada,
tmr staying over at poh poh's!
plus getting my paycheck!
i missed out my paycheck at shokudo's.
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ..
more money!
im such a spendthrift=(
no good, Kelly...
need to save save save!
Japan trip at 21!
2 more years.
needa start saving to spend alot alot alot!
reminds me of bi bi status on FB,
"how i wish money can grow on trees and never stop growing"
and her friend replied, "wanna buy the seeds from me?'
LOL..
madness over money!!

my post is getting out of hand!
shall stop here,
and i shall promise my next post be a photo post!
so no post from me unless i upload my photos!
hahaha..
jw and may must be thinking "FINALLY"
lol..
both of them are the only ones bugging me
cos the rest alr accepted the fact and lost hope in getting photos from me!
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ...

ps: UNION camp!!! accept us both please...! UOC chu-sae-yo..

-i pray for the many many things to come true...-

gee gee gee gee baby baby

im so so hungry!!!
snacked like really little and no proper meal!
woohoo! success on cutting down!
NDP this year was great!
the duration dont seems that draggy as it seems to me in the past.
or maybe, i've learnt how to appreciate the show better?
anyways, bi and i was like going mad over the past national day songs and the fireworks.
and kynan monster was sleeping again during the fireworks!
fireworks and him just can go together.
im feeling so tired after that.
sticky, muscle aches, highly irritable.
but after the short nap on the bus,
im feeling so fully recharged now!

but anyway, shall go sleep soon!
feeling really hungry now.
but shant spoil my record!
if not it will be double guilt.
eating PLUS eating so early in the morning!
it's 3am btw!!!

and i go gee gee gee gee baby baby!
the song is so stuck in my head!
lol..
go see my FB profile.
and you can see those videos=)
YT dont allow me to upload it here=(
or is it that i dont know how to..
kekekeke..

PS: im feeling a lil high and gaga to sleep now..=( gee gee gee gee baby baby..!!

-our paths pass once and it shall be bygones thereafter...-

lalallalaa

okay.. im like wide awake after my tay-ping[ice milk tea] and it's 2am using my sis lousy lappy with her spoilt key pad. wonder how she msn all day long with this lao pok thing. I'm trying to type in proper sentences, hmm, english sentences. apparently, im not very successful with this. My english is seriously deterioting, with the fact that my managers always cant understand what im saying. plus i've also realised that my percentage of dialect and chinese is increasing in my daily conversation. grrrr.. shall speak more english, PROPER english soon!! remember one compre passage i did in JC, we must learn how to speak the proper english, before picking up the habit of slinglish. this is to ensure that at least we know how to switch back to the proper one when need be. NOTE that i wrote LEARNING english, and picking up the HABIT of slinglish. lol..and us adults are really a bad influence on kids. Kynan is picking up slinglish and dialect from our adult conversations really fast. he adds "already" to his end of his sentence.. goshh.. and the line coming out from his mouth seems so innocent! plus the dialect he's learning from ah ma's language.. add them up and it's really GG!

yeahhness! no lah, leh, loh for one paragraph! what a great accomplishment!! alrights, went for dinner CUM supper with pohPOH at blk 85. it's a place filled with sinful food! it's okay, this shall be my celebration for end of work=) trying to console myself only.. hahaha, nevertheless, we just ate, crapped and bitched! lol. our usual activitIES. at least i gotten myself someone to hang out with whenever i have no plans.. with kc-mama far far away...

what will you do if you happen to know that your idolS will come through the same clearance gate as you[because you see all their fans lining there] but you're rushing to catch your own flight? i think i will faint there first from having to make this decision!! perhaps i will just miss my flight and catch the next one.. this is what i will do when im still in my teenage, no obligations years! my sis just came home=( but it's cos she got work the next day.. so first and second criteria not met.. perhaps i will just meet no matter what, if not i will live in regret. how many times in your life you get such coincidence...? i used to think people being over-ly mad at all these idol NONSENSE. yeah,used to find it nonsensical to be mad about some people who dont even know who the hell are you. but now, i really beg to differ. drawing a line between going idol-crazy and obsession is important. as long as it doesnt affect my normal life, and it doesnt irritates that many people around me, it's fine=)

last day of work. think i will miss my temp buddy.. all her nonsense and com tricks! plus our office crap that we do when we should be working. im so proud of myself, i changed a camera shy girl to one who initiated to take a few selca shots in the toilet! shall upload my photos soon! and show you our hand made and self designed ADI-NIKE slippers.one and only pair sitting in IDA Mdev department=) missing those time chatting with her too, absence really make us appreaciate others better. friends we meet in work are really short term. 6 months are the limit, once you stop working, all is left is just some electronic communications and slowly it dwindles to none as everyone is busy with their own lives. think this is called the phases of life...

im like really typing non-stop cos im still wide awake=( tay-ping is a no no for supper.. so much of switching my body clock. hope i wont be late for tomorrow's shopping! shall sing my korean lullabies to sleep.. long time since i last sang them.. lalalaaa.. honing my 8 years of choir skills..

-lalalalala, ireonara raega nara raega lalalalalala-

PS: you may say im mad im crazy, but so be it. i'm still enjoying the previlege of the last teenage year to be idol-crazy..!

toodooo

goshh..
just realised i got alot to do for my uni stuff!
bank matters, photo taking, choosing of which FOC to go,
yada yada..
my mind is just preoccupied with what clothes i should wear when school starts!
since this is the first time we're not bounded to our boring uniforms=)
hahaa, okay not boring..
hmmm... sweet lil uniforms??
shall start off my to-do list soon!
and anyone knows where to get a small organiser for this year?
wouldn't mind those insurance kind..
cos im kinda lazy to continue drawing in my that under-used notebook of mine=P
always write on the day i drew the boxes.
thereafter,
the rest will be blanks!
daannnggg..
and my SGC!!!
still rotting away in MJ gerneral office!
lol..

looking forward to tomorrow's work!
shocking?
nahh not looking forward to the work ive got to complete,
but the temp girls went for zara sale! [during our 2 and a half hours LUNCH!]
heeheee.. [*innocent look*]
and we gotten ourselves similar tops in different colours.
it's those basic [dumb] tees
with words white, pink, green, blue.
the "WHITE" word on a blue tee,
"PINK" word on white tee,
yada yada..
and we've planned one of the shots we should do tmr!
of course im looking forward to it right!
lol.
the fun comes only when there's 2 days left!!
whaatt deee.....

toodle toodoo toodeeee daaa....im getting high day by day!
ps: im definitely not on drugs!

flea fly mosquito!

FLEA! FLEA! FLEA FLY MOSQUITO!!
woottss..
shopping on weekends=)
went to flea market with bi bi.
2nd visit to flea markets..
it's was... errr...
super messy.
this time was worse,
the place was so crowded and poorly ventilated.
but as usual,
no pain no gain.
managed to haggle and get some cheap stuff there=)
dress, bangles, clips!
everything under 30 bucks!
happy-NESS!
and now, im suffering from muscle aches on my feet and calves=(
the place was horrible to get to.
this is the first time i've ever seen such a long LONG flight of stairs in a secluded corner in town, near PS.
climbing it made me recall the time when we went climbing up the mountain in Korea=)
lol..

having trouble registering my new handphone online for the warranty.
and danngg..
i swear it's the problem of the website.
definitely not my lousy com skills!
it's just plain irritating how a website isnt functioning as it should be.
now i understand how the users of the portal im managing feels.
luckily i dont have to put my face on the portal.
if not, i will be condemned for all the mistakes i've done.. =(

KC-mama going off
and starting on her long longggg overseas trip.
cant get to see her after so long..
hope she enjoys herself well=)

*****

i've finished reading all the books i bought from the books SALES.
now my books are like rotting at home..
one book "where rainbow ends"
it's about how fate entwines with the lives of 2 best friends.
if you think you really understand someone,
perhaps think again.
maybe you are thinking too much about what she is thinking.
and things may not turn out that way.
but because you made it happen that way instead..
well,
i think im just thinking too much.
seriously.
so what if fate entwines our lives.
in the end,
if it meant to be,
it will just be a happily-ever-after ending,
be it 10, 20 or 30 years..
cheerios!

horribly fine day..

today was....
horribly fine..!
in a sense that the bad and good seems to even out here and there.
im a goon goon today.
forgotten to bring my jacket,
cos im deciding between my shawl and jacket.
HA JI MAN[but]
i ended up with none! [my past 12 yrs of packing bag skills are futile.]
and today im having my korean lessons..
so im like prepared to freeze in the mini refrigerator.
ha ji man...
the room temp turned out fine=)
tadaaa.. cancels out!

goon goon issue #2:
i brought my contacts cases without my specs.
so much of changing out of my contacts
in case it get dried up before my day ends..
ha ji man...
it didnt dry up=)
yeahness!

have so many other instances of my goon goon issues today.
took the later bus to the interchange, but still managed to catch the empty train.
and i managed to SIT from Bedok in the morning peak period!
my precious 2nd time!
gotten some work at 5pm [like always -_-]
but managed to finish it by 6pm on the dot still.
ive mastered the art of doing last minute work..

and since im pretty much free from after lunch to my "peak" knock off time,
me and my fellow accomplice temp
sneaked off to the nearby Mango for the sale! [so much of a "sneak" when it's publicised.]
not exactly near by..
cos we heard our managers discussing they want to go..
so we went to the second nearest.
went to the Marina Square instead.
the quick walk after lunch was great.
but the squeeze there was horrible.
didnt want to get any clothes that need trying.
so just some tops.
happy with it.
i cant get how these people manage to get there so early.
the public sales starts at 2pm,
and we reached there at like 2.30pm.
so those people there have been waiting outside??
like those old peeps outside neighbourhood polyclinic?
cant imagine the scene in town area.
it's the same as IT fair.
i swear that we've reached there by 12.15pm on the first day!
but starhub already have snaking queues.
are we cheated of the timing???
goshh..
these people are the real pro..

alrights.. shall go sleep soon.
finally "vomited" out the so many things i wanted to say.
have alot more over the past weeks,
but too lazy to write.
no point brooding over things that have passed.
and sorry peeps for the photos!
shall do a mega-photo sending in july.
when im like super free!
wait patiently alright!
im always too busy with my k-popped stuff=))
and work!
and COUNCILchalet..
didnt plan for gatherings..
only attended them i think.
lol.. now i know how much efforts i've been taking for granted..
people, please reply if people sms you
[oooppss.. im seriously guilty here..!]

annyeong...=)

ps: ipod touch is so so tempting!! Kelly! you're supposed to save up..!

-my july patiently awaits me...-

ram sam sam~~

im such'a loser..!
my list of blogs for online blog hopping is decreasing day by day.
as i slowly lose interest in their lives
or that the way they post irritates me
lol. and the worst thing is that i turn to online shopping blogs!
grrrr...

anyways, [writing this remind me of how my korean lang teacher always uses "anyhow" instead, hahahaa]
my iDA work is coming to an end soon.
by the end of this month.
feeling so relieved.
dont think i will be handle any longer.
the job and some people is seriously getting on my nerves.
shall just tolerate and forget about them as soon as i step out of the office.
people giving me last minute work is definitely on the list.
but i still managed to meet some nice peeps=)
help me neutral out the evil aura in the office.

im wearing 2 cute lil ear phones as my ear studs
the more i look at it the more cui-to it seems=))
enjoy the surprise when i chance upon them when opening the pouch i use in HK=)
cos i have actually forgotten about them.
the feeling of wearing newly bought stuffs is addictive!

gonna stop working at shokudo soon.
today shall be my last day.
not going back for part timer as well.
the people there are like almost totally changed
hmmm..
doesnt make me look forward to seeing them also
so no point returning exactly.
shall look for some tuition kids for me to impart my knowledge..!
[kids as in lower primary!]
hope to get some cute and hard working ones=)
shall see how as the day comes..
got any lobang can tell me!!

jurong bird park with my girlies tomorrow!
last been there was pri sch..???
have free tickets from the PAssion card application.
whoohooo=)
and singing there after=)
think i'll be dead tired on monday!
fri and sat night work plus whole day outing on sunday!!
i sense some diaster looming on monday.
plus having to OT to finish the new codes ACCURATELY.
aisshh..
some work stuff..!

tataaa!
off to meet kynan monster and jiejie.
see what high pitch song he have for mei nu yiyi after his music lesson=)
ram sam sam~~~

-if life is as predictable, we wont look forward to it anymore..-

facts

missed out a few more facts.
the fact that my thigh muscles, calf muscles and gluteus maximus (butt muscles) are killing me.
the immense muscle fatigue after going for a rather long run yesterday morning
for a person who had not done a proper exercise for about 1 month.
and the fact that my abdomen area are also crying in pain
for the crunches i did after yesterday work in the wee hours of the morning.
danngg.. moral of the story,
never get sudden urge to keep fit..!
plus the MAIN fact!
the lil ageeyo (act cute) monster haven come over yet!!
and the time is ticking away...

cranky

i swear it's the darn weather that is making me highly irritable.
the fact that i've got to work on sunday without my closer colleagues isnt doing any good.
i shall be smarter and just tell them straight
instead of being such a nice sweet girl.
as if i am.
the fact of having my sis playing her Bejeweled at the highest volume for claiming that it helps her break her record
the fact of having my mom at my back (literally) niam-ing me
when im using the second SLOWEST com in the world
is totally not making me feel better!!!
it's the second slowest cos my Senior Citizen clinches the 1st!
whakakaa..
nope! im not supposed to laugh.
i'm just so so cranky!

blahhh!!!

hmmm..
have pretty much things to say about my daily life,
but shall keep myself mum.
if not i'll bore you guys to death.
not that my life is boring,
but it's just not very exciting.
lol.
so much of my daily life.

my holiday trip is over.
and i still enjoyed my disneyland trip.
cos it still brings me back to the fairytale-lish like feeling.
like story on its own always have the "happily ever after" ending.
especially at the fireworks at the castle=)
having a small lil boy there is even more enjoyable!
lil kynan was like OT-ing from refraining from sleep and stuffs.
and he can doze off immediately in his stroller at night.
just so cute!
and the lil boy cried when he cant get to see Pooh bear.
cos we were late for that particular part of the amusement park.
dont you find it so cute,
to see the kid crying for such things.
no im not a sadist..
but it's just so adorable.
BUT, he's the monster of our shopping trip.
Furthermore, the weather doesnt help much.
with the crowd, bad weather, jostling wet umbrella and a defiant lil one..
what a fantastic shopping day i had...

it's alright,
GSS is here=)
finally having a peaceful time at GSS
instead of the past 2 years,
when our exam dates always land smack after the GSS period.
hence we gotta mug and mug....
the first day of GSS and i spent like 70 plus at pathetic TampOne and TM.
cos everything is like online shopping price??
when you can try the clothes and stuffs.
50% signs here and there..
PLUS the fact that i've not gotten myself any shoes since the beginning of the year..??
who can resist it?
im not comforting myself for spending,
but just trying to reason out that it's all worth it!
yeahh, and im loving the feeling of carrying those carriers home.
paid with my hard earned money!!
ching chingg!!! 100% SATISFACTION!!

it had been so long since i last shop like this.
since i got my first pay at shokudo???
with KC at far east.
these are really the few attempts of successful shopping spree.
when there's no one around to dampen my mood!
shopping with just 1 more good friend of yours is just nice=))
and i seriously love my wedges!!
my first=)
heehee, and i've already planned what to wear when going back school for college day!!!
wheeee! i-po-neh!!
it means pretty in korean, dont know how to spell the exact one,
but I understand, and that's enough=)
korean lessons are fun.
looking forward to sushi dinner and expanding my korean vocab!
i shall look forward to the even more far-fetched dream
of understanding my shinlang when it's their concert!
yeah yeah yeah!!
this is seriously the FIRST time im being so obsessed with idols!
cos i really seriously cant remember who i go ga ga over before..
so much of my teenage years,
when i just started my first obsession when im almost over with my TEENage years.

enough of happy stuff.
life is seriously always filled with high and lows..
cant it just be not so fair??
uni acceptance AND rejection letter came.
i dont have much a choice.
but i dont know if i should go the conventional way,
or really go for what i want.
although i know i always changes what i want.
my jc science stream is just a typical example of the conventional way.
and ive seen the end for myself [yeah, it isnt happily ever after..]
but now..
i kinda scared of the feeling of when the empty train never comes again and you have to just make do with it and board the packed one..
i got this analogy one morning
when going to work.
since i was pretty early than normal,
i waited and waited for a more empty train.
i saw a rather empty train,
but thought the next one may also be empty.
but when the next one came,
it is also the last train for me to catch in order to be on time..
and i have no choice but to board it and squeeze like sardines..
cant exactly describe the feeling,
but it just feel so "aiya...!"
go try it for yourself!
is this the origin of the proverb about opportunities only come by once,
and we should grab it while we can??
but if we dont expect more,
when will we know there will be something better out there??
grrrr.. im being so contradicting once again..!!!
anyways..
i shall continue pondering..
ask me about this if you really cares,
and not being a kaypo..
cos it seriously irriatates me.

i've got so many other things to blog about.
cos i will always have thoughts like i should say what what what in my blog later.
but i will be so lazy to open that one window on my slow Senior Citizen office lappie..
hence..
it's all posted in my lil spongebob up in my head.
anyway,
the only one i remembered will be that i read it somewhere that
"2 out of 5 people around you will be flirting on sms or internet.."
lol.. this always springs out of my brain like many times a day
and im always checking who's the 2 out of my 5!
geeez..
im just being dumb.
go do the survey secretly in your brain as well.
you will see that it is just so so true!

-the many things that irritates me is just you you and you!!-
-the many things that bothers me are just this, that and everything!! DUHHH!!-

a post in a post

yeahh,
it's been pretty long since i last blog cos my previous post all are unable to publish.
some problem with my office network and blogger.
anyways,
now at the comfort of my home,
typing away=)

tmr is the start of my holiday trip!
my long awaited one.
so happy that didnt have to wake up early for work,
but instead to head down to the airport=)
the feeling is totally different though i needa wake up at the same time.
a rather early flight tomorrow!!

here's my previous post.
since ive already typed it out,
shant waste my effort=))
here you go,
pardon the awkardness,

*****

it's so amusing how i always go about blog-hopping first, then go on to my blogging.. cos then i will get my inspirations to write upon.
anyways, it seems pretty long since the last post?
or it is just my weeks passing very slowly.
i think the latter seems more possible.

had the sleepover at py's house.
as usual, it's the 3 of us.
me, kc and py.
our so called TTT [tai-tai training] mahjong session always end up with 3 players.
we'll never get upgraded to professional ones! lol..
and everytime we start playing the first round,
we will spend like 5 mins or so deciding which way to go,
clockwise or anti..
hahahahas..
thereafter was the counting of the sets.
yada yada yada.. yeahh so pro, uh huh..
py was like conked out by 2.
not sure if it's the alcoholic effect or she's really tired..
kc and me stayed up playing her iTouch and mags..
ended with a pretty long chat.
i think i miss these chats with dear kc mama.
last time when we were JC1 or sec 4 [rusty unused brains..],
i remember going over to her house to study till like early in the morning 2/3am..
before lying on her bed and staring into her stars-filled ceilings..
chatting..
that night gave me the nostalgic and warm-fuzzy feeling.
kinda missed her..
in a sense...
hmmm, like a good ol' friend is still there afterall...
cos i meet her like so much much less frequent like we used to when we were working at the same place.
just hope that in future when we have our own perm jobs and stuffs,
we'll still lie down side by side and chat=)
that was last weekend for you.
worked only on sat night,
and the rest was shop, eat and play!

kynan boy is really a big boy.
he can speak really nice sentences.
as in he can put into words what he wants to say
and also show his emotions pretty well.
he's so cute when he stamps his foot in frustration
when we dont agree with him that there's a pic of a fish in his book.
lol..
he's just so so adorable!
and whhheee!
he's going to hk with us after so much hoo haa..
thanks to the H1N1 flu.
it just strike too too timely..
always in the way for holidays.
and i had to take a jab yesterday=((
got a seasonal flu vaccination.
it was horrible before the needle went into my skin..
cos i think the last time i had jabs was like p6???
and it's not the horrible BCG [spelt correctly..??]
my batch is like the really lucky one when they realise that the vacinnation is not as useful as it thought to..
pheeww..
anyways, back to the flu jab.
yeahh, sat there staring at the doc assembling the "weapon"
and after that she began messaging my arm.
my muscles were all tensed up!
cos i've totally forgotten how a jab feels like and just panicked!
she told me to hold my mum's hands..
lol.. totally comical.
abt 20 yrs old person scared of jabs.
and i finally forced myself to relax.
but when the needle goes in,
i just go, ohhhh so it's like that..!
hahaha...
cos i finally remembered how it feels..
lol.. totally not pain lahh.
okieokie, wanling arh, dont need scared also..
moral of the story,
dont look at the doc preparing the needles.
it will frighten you more..

anyways, really looking forward to the HK trip=)
for the real shopping feel once again.
and disneyland with the most adorable boy that ever existed in my life!!
im planning to get a canon cam!
hot pink or turquoise??
hehee..
but thenn...
ohhh nooo!!! im spending way into my supposed savings!
lalalallaaa...
anyway money are meant to be spent!!
heeheee!

more updates at night!

-the truth is to not tell the truth...-

*****

yeah, and i've gotten myself the shocking pink cam!
feel so satisfied when im paying with my own hard-earned money.
all the weariness disappeared instantly!!
gonna continue seeking more of this satisfaction in hong kong=))
my first self-sponsored holiday trip!
hahahaa..
shall go watch some shows and turn in before 2am=P
adios..

keep my family and i safe from those dreadful viruses..!

pissed pissed

I ISH SUPER DUPLY PISSED!!
pms, monday blues PLUS the horror from my payslip.
enough to erode away all the happy-ness [combo with calories] i got from my sinful chocolate ice cream!
totally arse-hole.
like the overtime that i need to meet the dumb portal deadline.
are all cut to less than half of it cos of the Public Holiday?!?!?!!!?
from 13 hours to 3 hours of overtime.
what shit policy is this?!!!?!!
i've learnt the definition of overtime.
is not when you work past 6pm everyday,
but if you worked past 44 hours each week.
NO such thing as full or NON-FULL week.
so much for the innocent Good Friday.
i shall leave my office at 6pm sharp everyday.
which is equal to leaving my desk at 5.59pm!
darn the agent for the mis-information!
giving us hopes and taking it away.

good lesson at no trusting people so easily.
good lesson at not asking enough questions.
good lesson at not believing ONLY the black and white.
im truly pissed..
scram away before i bite!!!

korean lesson

yeahness!
ive finally signed up for korean language lessons!
feeling so satisfied with myself after such a long while.
hope my rusty brains wont disappoint me=)
finally managed to find my dearest peiyu.
seems like she's actually keen to learn since beginning of the year,
but couldnt find another partner=)
yeahyeah..
having a make-up lesson before the 2nd one.
cos we signed up slightly later.
hoooraaayysss!!!
hmmm, but i cant understand half of the content in the textbook given.
cos it's in Hangul.
the other half it's cos it's translation in english!
hahaas..

my soju is slow, facebook is slow..
all cos of the darn connection!!
pay so much for the lagg-iest connection!
grrrr..
needa packed my "mountainous" table soon!
the things just get stacked up higher and higher as the days pass.
not sure where i get those things from.
but they just seem to be appearing on my desk..
shall go pack my desk before i get irritated with the com!
anyways, pray hard that i get the newer lappie in the office.
before my senior citizen is pronounced dead by me.
hope i can get my hand on the tablet pc=)

-my so so satisfied feeling in me...-

gogogo!!

weeks are passing pretty quickly.
quite caught up with work for a few days,
gotten leave today to go back to mj for investiture.
hmmm..
i could only say,
it makes me ponder about our own invest.
and those bittersweet memories.
then i begun surfing youtube for our past videos,
and realised that some of the council videos i didnt see it before!
gossh..
think im doing some other things at that time or sth.
anyways, thanks for uploading!
i dont know how to upload youtube videos here,
so pardon me,
go browse on your own=))

*****

i think the last few days i dont think im in a realistic world.
sorta in my own world,
lazing and stuck in my korean shows and stuffs.
feel so dumb now..
i felt like i want to go korea all a sudden.
it just felt real,
that it's possible and that i really want to.
went to check the price of the tickets and everything..
but when i get home,
i started thinking i still wont be able to see the idol from the show right even if i were to go there??
i felt so silly..!
seriously..
and i thought about how i would regret it
cos ive been there and now i want to waste my hard-earned money there??
rather than other things that are not one-time off..
furthermore, memories second time wont be that fresh right..
sigghhss..
shall just focus my spending in hong kong=))
this is like the first time i've gotten so silly over some stranger that exists in computers!
shall save that money for rainy days,
and just spend a smaller amount on korean language lessons.
feel like learning things now..
my brain feel so useless and untouched!
gotta do sth with it=)

*****

went for a run yesterday.
like finally i've had a proper exercise since i started working.
felt so "jiggly" when i started on my first few runs!
lol..
really "jiggly"! [im not that skinny, just that the un-seenable are hidden well=)]
hahahhaah..
embarassing!
yeahh, shall continue with my that good habit.
leaving office on the dot,
stop my addiction on shows
[i practically watched that show during office hours and straightaway when i reach home. lunch and dinner in front of the com!]
and running alot alot!
okays, jogging..
cos i dont want any carrot legs from the muscles formed from running=)
plus sit ups!!!
gogogo, a-jahh fighting..!

-every single little goal accomplished cheers my life up...-

hopes and wean

im learning...
trying me best to get used to it
give me time to do so...

-i forced myself not to bring my hopes up...-

alice-licious mind

Just some random thoughts
Im thinking if i were to be Alice from the Twilight series.
i think i would not be able to predict any future.
cos people's decisions are a constant change.
nothing is constant for change is constant.
wooaahhh, i seriously make so much sense.

im trying my best to hold myself back.
cos i wanna save my last few Jungbo episodes for the weekend=(
sobs.
i think i will be seriously be deprived of his incredible jokes!
planning to rewatch their parts again,
but i still think it will give a different feel.
cos jokes wont be as funny when heard twice??
after watching the shows and listening to the OSTs
i feel like learning Korean!
since ive been so free for the past few months
and upcoming months=)
shall spend my hard-earned money! [seriously, hard =P]
any interested parties???=))

ive been having such sudden urge to do something over the past few months.
cutting real short hair, being air stewardess, model, learning dancing, korean, yada yada......
just hope reading the Twilight series wont make me feel to be vampire!!
lol..
but i can think about it,
wont mind their extraordinary beauty=)
i think im seriously thinking too out of the box!

-what if i have a alice-licious mind...-

confusion

my soju is loading very slowly recently.
or is it just my office lappie or network
so so frustrating.
anyways, work these few days had been pretty relaxing.
cos im doing some portal thing,
and they just launched it.
so until ytd afternoon and i started having nightmares!
gosh..
been slacking really free-ly for the past few days. [and getting paid!]
and now, gotta do the cleaning up=(
whoever who says that office jobs are tough should consider again.
lol.

anyways,
im almost done with that Korean variety show, We Got Married.
the Jungbo episodes are ending soon,
and i cant bare to watch them end!!
that time when the other couples were separated it was so so sad!!
gosh, these celebrities are really good to get people to feel so much for them!!
they really provide entertainment for me in the office.
when i must control my laughter behind my jacket!
but still,
my fellow temp still glances at me when im doing it
but now,
i think she's getting use to it.
lol.
nevertheless, go watch the shows if you're really free=)
seriously entertaining.
shall try to find such person in the real world we are living in!
since the show supposed to be a REALITY show =P

hmmm...
the brain at the back had been working hard as well..
been thinking of a couple of things..
buuuttttt..
i dont know how to put them into words i think.
i can just feel those thoughts being processed back behind..
lol.
im not sure what im talking abt either.
it just feels that way i guess...

gonna end here and go back to my shows!
hope they are done with buffering!!!

-less contact, less conflicts...??? cos you will soon be forgotten...-

disappointing!

hhttppfftt..
hates the after lunch hour.
cos i'll be all groggy and stuffs.
lol.
better not come and disturb me in that time.
i bite!

*****

so disappointing!
my ever-reliable Mysoju disappointed me today.
was happily watching the We are Married series,
when some of the episodes broken down.
ultimate!!
the past few days,
i did not OT at all.
but still slept late
cos of these dramas=)
it's a reality show.
hence, i like the "real-ness" in it,
yet it can bring me away from my actual reality.
hmmm...
messy messy again.
lol.
it's okays.
it's funny.
i was reading my past few post and i actually forgotten what im talking abt
so much of being discreet
such that i cant remember it.
my rambling and stuffs.
these meant that they arent that significant afterall.
cos i can still remember some of which=)

*****

anyways,
since the show arent up,
gonna work harder again.
my dumb agent made a mistake in the contract.
so mine is supposed to end on 15th march!
wooottss!
not sure to cheer or what.
but anyways,
quite an relief=)
i can look forward to go for my HK shopping trip with family and the DINO!!
heehee!

*****

was feeling pretty down for last weekend.
pissed instead i think.
i cant stand people interfering my life, my decisions.
giving non-constructive criticism.
well,
after a talk with karolyn,
i think she does make a bit sense [for once uhhuh..=)]
it's just trying to put people down.
cos of they are lacking confidence
such a simple logic.
well, the more criticisms i get
the more i wish to prove it wrong.
normal kelly nature=)
go on, continue and criticise.
thanks for making me stronger...!
but i think because of the length of the friendship,
that is why it's bothering me so much.
cos it's just so disappointing.
i doubt the concern in it,
and i think there's more emotions deep down in you
that i can sense
and it is also that, that disappoints me so much.
whatevers.
i can get on with my life better without trying so much.
sometimes it so true that you can only share your good times with some people.
and not with others.
i kept quiet there and then,
just because i know there will be no end to it.
forget it.
it will past.
cos i seriously dont think it ever or EVEN bothered you.

*****

wells,
went to club on last wed
to rebel and attica
at clarke quay area.
hmmm..
the songs are slightly better in comparison to zouk
cos there's more r&b songs.
but the crowd...
sama sama..
lol.
every clubbing experience will end in the same awful way.
how tired i will be the next day.
plus, this time,
i slept 2 hours,
and managed to drag myself to work the next day.
energetically!
just that i fell sick the following weekend!
hahahah!
so torturous!
anyways,
the time spent in the club is always high and fun.
hahaha [im seriously not on drugs or anything]
but it's just the aftermath.
not like i really enjoy the taste of alcoholic drinks also.
so yeahhh..
and many people asking me to go clubbing this weekend.
abit all of a sudden,
but yeah,
i think i will keep it to max once a month lah,
too energy consuming!
for now..

*****
gonna go back to work now..
3 of the temps are now chiong-ing the same thing.
so amusing..!

-it's just the support i need...-

ps: im not a very friendly person. i closes convo boxes with strangers, dont reply strangers on taggie, yada yada.... =)) that is oh-so-me..

purple and gay

saw my paycheckS for both the jobs that i've been holding.
happy-ness!
cos it's during the the transition period,
hence both amounts added up tog to a rather pretty amount=)
but ive been spending more too!
hence,
i think it all cancels out in one way or another.
Like always,
Money cant accomplish everything
but money can definitely help you to accomplish somethings.
contradicting and confusing=((

anyways,
im so supposed to be OT-ing.
back to my survey forms.
i've been delaying for so long.
cos of the dumb portal.
im not making so much sense.
cos these are like what my job scope revolves around.
just some simple mindless things that perm-staff refuses to do.
and that's what it makes temp staff happy.
cos they will be employed=)
budden..
today wasnt as purple and gay as i want it to be.
cos of the pay im getting.
a bit annoyed by the agency.
cant understand why there's like a difference there.
and it amounts to hundreds per month..
cant fight for it myself either.
so i think have to "swallow" it,
and be pleased with whatever i have.
ps: i seriously dont mind those around me getting more,
but i dislike the fact that the agency is earning more for the work that im putting in!
hhtttpppfffttt..!
just hope and pray hard that some nice soul will do something!

saturday was great=)
went with all my sisters to watch Shopaholic.
yeah, sisters as in the real genetically related one.
lol.
this is like our first movie outing all together.
cos the past were like cartoons when we were young,
and we've never had one movie when all of us watched together.
thought that it was kinda cool to have a girly evening out.
when all of us used to snatch and take turns to read the series by Sophie Kinsella.
but the movie turned out to be rather different i think.
[isn't that what usually happens?]
and bringing my 2nd sis to the wrong cinema
when she leads me into it and i followed
when im supposed to be the one leading??
neh mind..
shall be forgiving and nice..=)
the girly day out ended with dinner with mom
[oh ya, we abandoned her for ard 2 hours=P]
followed by playing with kynan boy!!!
like always,
i end up falling asleep unknowingly.
sleep deprivation lahh!
only like from 5am till 10 am the following morning.
cos of the work at cine.
i think the people there are getting less lovable..=(
cos so many of them had left..
sadness.
and more new people coming..
i resist changes..
sadly..

-what happen to my purple and gay day...-