why should i even be bothered when it did not even concern me
why is it bothering me when i should not even care
maybe i should stop observing others for once-- lizzie
maybe i should just stop reading so much into others-- joanna
maybe i should not let all these bother me when im supposed to relax-- old mama
i guess the reason it's bothering me because i feel the want of emulating me and be what i've been like through all the lil actions, expressions and so many others.
why should i even be bothered when this is just one of the ways to attract others
well, the world exists with many faces
which i certainly detest the fake-ness
the fake-ness that seems to let me ACCIDENTALLY see through
those accidents seeing through just makes me hate it!
after this post i shall stop mentioning about it..
i promise to be a good lil' girl...
like what all girls should be
and not ladies
cos ladies are more complicated i guess
and i would rather choose to be a lady...
*****
i just wanted to talk
not anything else...
should i just ask again
but i'm so afraid of being irritated.
i dont know the limit...
-when the wait prolongs...-
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