i hope the friends i find in council will be like the friendships with kc, bs, wl and bz.

when i will feel bad not being able to join them

when we need not meet up regularly

but meet up less than once a month, and yet had lots of things to share about.

it sounds nice and sweet,
still staying in contact since primary school.

but i really think it's the effort, heart and soul on each and other's will.

i'm glad i didn't gave them up when i felt that i could not spare the time to bond with them.
cos i realised that they will always be there waiting for me.

i hope i can be like these with old mama and dearie dearie jo and some others.
when we need not meet and yet we knew we existed in each other's lives before.

i'm willing to wait for you guys...
will you give me the chance to?

-i want my utopia to exist...-