i'll remember you.

WITHDRAWN:
it's hard being such a person.
the over sensitive type.
when i think thinking too much is really unhealthy.
i cant control.
i cant understand why am i still in the comm when im not doing a single thing
just because the world doesnt stop for me
i forced myself to stay.
thinking about so many things
bring about all the emotions
all that is the same one...

i disguise myself.
i force myself to forget what im really am deep inside
what i really feel inside.
i hate the feeling of it.
the laughters and jokes are there just because i wanna hide everything
and just run away..
--emo bites--

PAUSE THE SONG BY THE SIDE!

my next favourite song.
cos i can relate well to the lyrics at this point..

I'll Remember You:
It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
hoping they will never change
cause what we had can't be replaced
don't let our memories fade away
keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what you're goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday
Even though we go seprate ways

You made me believe
that I can do almost anything
You stood right by me
through the tears through everything

I'll remember yooooou,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for yooooou,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

If the day should come when you need someone
(you know that i'll follow)
I will be there
Don't ever let there
be a doubt in your mind
'cause I'll remember you, you

I'll remember you,
and baby that's forever true
you're the one that I'll always miss
never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you,
no matter what your goin' through
in my heart you'll always be, forever baby
I'll remember you

Forever baby, I'll remember you

the JOURNEY that I've chosen.
i will remember the experience, the memories that comes along with it. the ups and downs, the many points of life when i have my Firsts. my first time experiencing the many new things. my first time going up and speak infront of the school, the first time organizing a event, the first time i met a group of people that makes me feel family in school. the many many other first times... the place where i build up my courage. this perfect place may seems a distant now, but i cherish these memories. i do not enjoy myself now cos i've enjoyed myself too much in the past. things are different now, people change, relationships with others change. everything changes except for the memories... I'll remember those..

the PEOPLE i've met:
i enjoy the time spent with some particular people. Jo who's always there since i've got to know her through the people-always-think-is-a-screwed-up comm. i've not regretted being in that committee for that very reason. old mama, my ticketing IC. the comm that im so proud of, the card that i feel the satisfaction in. the girl who doesnt know how to use the com well and every simple things i do she will think it's amazing, the girl whom i chatted with first, cos of the confidence she gives me.. the two sweetest girls who can put anyone above themselves. i'll remember you, the times when you two make me feel like i'm me. the times when i dont need to pretend to be someone else. the moments when i dont feel like hanging out with others but you two.. the ones who will always be cheering me on by giving me notes during random days of the weeks cos they know im down.. the ones whom i will remember and not wish to change the way of how we greet each other though we step down. the times that we've promised one another to meet to go out. i will remember...

KEECHEN:
when i told you to come for my Invest and you said that i'll finally be back with you guys. i think that moment when you said that line, it really melts my heart. and it made me realised how much ive neglected you. i dont know how to react at that moment cos i could already feel tears welling in my eyes and im at a freaking mall! last year, im the one who wanted to cry when you could not get in cos i know i will drift apart from you. you are the strong one who remained calm. you are the one who "gelled" me on to the others. you are the one who teaches me how to be more forgiving. you are the one i will go to late at night when i feel lousy at home alone and we will chat till we sleep. you are the one when i complained to you how i feel and you will just be there quietly listening and thinking of how to cheer me up after that. you are the one i want to go to when i feel lost at the other parts of my life. i cant continue here any longer, cos it's more and more private. just remember, you are never once forgotten.. you are too significant in my life to be forgotten... and i miss you too...

it's just one of these many thoughts that made the tears flow on and on and on...
i'll remember you...