burst my own bubble

i seriously cant breathe properly..
i mean literally
my nose is like super blocked
it all started from yesterday's mad rush to finish all our stuff
we managed to complete everything
when i went to old mama's house to stay over
the "tonn" over night was really productive
keeping in mind that we had traveled on feet so much in the afternoon
when retrieving the Prom tickets
when i "misplaced" my trust on that rubbish OLD MAMA!
making me walk extra kilometers under the hot sun in the ulu ulu place..
but i just keep sneezing from that night
running in the rain early in the morning didn't really make things better.
and during the SA meeting my foot were sorta freezing..
and i thank myself for speaking up..

wasted my entire afternoon in the council room
when we tried waiting for the heavy downpour to stop
it's really good opportunity for me to sleep
if i had managed to escape home dry-ly..

i cant be bothered to post the details,
if not it will be JUN KAI's length's blog
just read from any other councillors blog,
since now practically everyone has one!

now i'm afraid to sleep so early.
though it's 12 plus midnight..
and tmr is PROM!!!
cos i just have a weird thinking that
every time when i'm about to fall sick,
the long hours of sleep supposedly to sub back in for the lost hours
will just be hours of free time for the bacteria in my body to breed in it
and then i will fall sick...
not sure why i have such theories either.

burst my own bubble..
[burst one of my symmetrical blisters as well]
i wish i could be more indifferent
like i am like in the past
it could have made my life easier..

*****

i feel well...
UNAPPRECIATED
and i guess you are living your life normally..

-how would i know what am i supposed to do.. -if you dont say..