goodbye

tears will never bring the time lost back
only actions can...

i've really neglected my friends real lots
special mention:
[in alphabetical order.. so dont fight!]
BeeSiang, BiZhen, HweeMay, KeeChen, PohYu, WunLing
so guilty
felt so lousy
imagine ive not seen them for more a month
and to think i've them around me for more than a decade for some of them
when they can stand by your side when the rest of your world crumbles down on you
so sorry guys..
i know i could have done better..
will try harder next time..
i assure..

stop dwelling on it..
"make the sacrifices worth it by doing the best out of what you are supposed to do;)"
quoted from keechen.
thanks for being so encouraging and forgiving..
your words will work wonders...!

tomorrow i will be off for camp..
thanks for all the care and concerns im showered upon by you people..
thanks for the heart to heart talk..
it made me feel blessed...
especially when i'm alone at night..
going home or all other nonsense..
all of those smses were just so sweet..

*****

when others can show more concern for me
than you should have
have you done what your role should have??
maybe sorry will never heal those pain you've brought
tears are all shed...
once again the last promise is broken...

-i cant help but tear.. though i shall leave all these behind.. -

.a d i o s.