hatred

now a proper post.
the previous one is just throwing one of my tantrums
i just cant find anyone to relate my emotions
as in really relate properly

enough of that
moving on..

banner painting!
finally went back to school after the camp!
and seeing them back again
but halfway through i just feel that something is amiss
not sure what
and i just went home
so sorry to the other painters
esp haoyan
didn't stayed throughout..

today went to school for meeting
and after that was lunch and i went to KC house
supposed to do hw we ended up chatting and pigging in
which is also sleeping!
met up again the bz and wl at night
and chatted into the next day
at least ive seen most of them once more..
hahaas..
chat and chat
too bad my problem not solved yet
though there were many funky ideas..

*****

what do you want..

-when ive made a painful decision that you didn't..-