sweet escape

im so tired tired
from all the shopping craze, flights and blah blah blah
plus come back and do all the council's favourite shitty stuff
i can like sleepwalk back when im walking home at night
and the last time i managed to do this is during a camp
when it's really "early" in the morning
now it's just the energy being totally drained out..

enough of whining!
at least i can feel that we are more bonded
and not just the usual few..

ive lost track of the days.
everyday seem so similar..
homework still undone
trouble looming near...

this will be over in a few months
the long journey..
we must perservere...

*****

i stand firm.
you cant solve the problem by escaping
maybe im just too kind...
i wonder i wonder
i wonder cluelessly...

-kindness not reciprocated or just sweet escape...?-