I'm finally home when it's only afternoon.
but it's a chinese new year's eve..
yet im not feeling it in me
neither am i having reunion dinner later on
had mine last sunday when im even more dreading it
cos if the mad rush of homework for the next day
gosh..
what is happening to my life..
everything seems so screwed up.

oh wells,
just went out with my class people for lunch
i've ps-ed them so many a times
and when i can finally make it,
so many of them left and went home..
so left me, jiawen, sean and zul.

i felt so sleepy and tired when im outside,
but when im home,
i feel so bored........
arrgghh!!

every small lil' things can pissed me off..
though many will think they are just meant to be ignored...
shall go take a long long nap.
to chill my fried-up brain..

*****

it may feels the same at times
but it will never happen i guess, another one...
maybe im just thinking too much
as it is,
is the best...
im just too afraid of it all over again..

-small lil things are meant to be ignored, they are just not worth it..-