my love

all the many posts below are just for my frustrations
please ignore them if they are affecting you
or if you dont understand.
dont bother asking
cos i assure you
ignorance is really a bliss...

i love you guys
just that i cant love you guys deep deep inside.

as for those close friends that ive really neglected
the 4 of you..
you guys have long become a part of me
you guys aren't forgotten deep inside me and never will.
cos you guys are really great in many parts of my lives.
especially keechen.
you really rawks my life!
dont know how i will be without you
dont worry too much for others okay..
sometimes life will make you a selfish person..
but it will be fine...
as for the 4 others,
you guys are great as well
when i dont go to you guys first to talk to
doesnt mean you are not important to me
it's just that telling 1 person is easier than waiting and to meet up to tell all of you
hm,
dont jealous okay..
all these just takes time
i love you too okayyss..!
you look so hot when i see you yesterday, hahaas!
im so so sorry to have really neglected you guys so much
and whenever we go out,
i'm always such a spoilsport..
dont worry,
i promise you guys i will not be like that
when this shitty JC period of my life is over
and maybe have another trip like the Korea trip we had.
if we have the money...
i know all of you are having difficulties somewhere here and there
hang on there okays,
and we will brave through them, prettily..
i know only a few of you read my blog..
so convey my love to the rest of them okays.

-it's the time and effort that these binds that ties can be formed...-