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finish studying for the entire test
in the weee hours of the early morning
but it ended up with me unable to even struggle to school
like how i did for the past many days..
my headaches are driving me nuts
I'm absent from school today because of it
went to see the doctor
and she said that they are tension headaches
due to stress and stuffs.
it's so so assuring, yeahh.

in the afternoon,
went to my mum teh childcare
the lil joy from the distribution of goodies
the light atmosphere that did wonders to my mood
but the hidden politics that i could also sense...

in the evening was the worst headache
when i really get the meaning of
splitting headaches
really making me cry out of agony..


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if you love something, let it go.
if it was meant to be,
it will come back to you.

lifted it from my friend's blog
maybe it just made so so much sense at this juncture of my life
in many many things that are happening now.

firstly,
the dearest day is drawing near
the deadline ive given myself
had unknowingly drew so close
that i fear..

secondly,
the unspoken issue..
someone said to me: "hais.. i think like,its just gonna crumble and fall apart from here."
i defended.. "but i think alot of us wont allow that to happen.."

i hope that's the case..
the faith still lies deep within
in many of our hearts

it will take as much courage to leave
as it took for us to get in
all those that we went through
will soon come to nothing
if no one bothers
bothers means doing something..
and not just discussing about it.
but i think everyone just have no idea where and how to start..

the previous post i did at 3++am in the morning
the next thing i heard happening in the same morning
so "uncunningly" scary...

-the gummi bears will make my day...though the dinosaurs didn't-

PS: if WE make a mistake, WE must not be afraid to own up. the point is that WE grow from it and learn from it. there's no such thing as not washing our dirty linen in the public. WE can face it together...