the tough gets going?

the thought of getting back to reality irks so so much
cos today wasnt any better
i really detest getting back to normal life.

it's hard to practise what you preach
cos no one doing it
not the higher authorities
not even those who criticise others
not even those i thought i have the trust in
the thing i've heard is just so disappointing
and i really regret trying to try to fit in
cos it will never be done
cos i really need to be contented with the friends around me
it's just impossible for everyone to really be ONE.

whirlwind of thoughts
thinking so many things at a time
broke down
garnered whatever courage left in me
and carried on...

i really want move out of this phase..
it's just so continuous...

-when the tough never gets going...-