smile like the sun!
i wanna be like a flower growing out from the crack of the pavement.
taking away all the water.
sounds so strong. am i?
anyways. today had been a great day. empasize the day part of the sentence. seriously. i believe in a happiness quotient. you cannot be happy for so long. cos soon, some of the happiness will be taken away. and this quotient never increases but just remain. so have the faith that you will be happy once more. one of the little theories in my spongebob. think i have too many unspoken weird theories.
you may have lost someone, but you will gain something back in return. yeah. keep the little faith.
day out with kynan boy is real good. when you just hang out for all the joy and innocence in the world. seriously. the world had stopped today and i felt that ive relaxed abit. buttt. now im like back in reality. how much it suck. especially the transition. kids never fail to express how they feel. "i dont like you" they say it as blatantly as their abc. and their "i love you", come in forms of hugs and kisses. and they really meant it. maybe at the moment only, but still. it still a happiness quotient increase! (applying my lil theories) enough of bragging of my cute lil nephew. how i wish i can like spend more time with kids maybe start some volunteering or something? but i think i will get exasperated in a long run.
my dreams. what do i have? my kdrama was like saying, how can she not have a dream when she's already so old. the girl is like a normal plain jane. not good in anything. just a average in everything. that sounded like me. but i seriously wont have a crush for 4 years! that is like insane! but still, if the 4 years turns out like hers, whoohooo! i will go bonkers instead! hahaahaha! anyways. even a plain jane like her can have dreams. as long as you put your heart to accomplishing it. then the dream will not sound absurd. how true is that((: of course! cos its coming from Baek Seung Jo!!! hahahaha! im like gonecase nutty girl here. alrighteyy. i dont exactly have a real dream as in straight after uni. maybe when im older, i would like a childcare? a small one doesnt matter as well. cos at least i can live old with kids and their innocent world. ((: dreams! hahaha! laugh all you want!!
alrighttt. a lil novel and off to bed! no more pms monsters nor moody moods!!
-just like the flower poking through a side walk crack. would you make me smile.-
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