its an annual childrens' day party, and ive started organising it this year.
it makes me ponder so much into the good ol' council days and made me compare.
the satisfaction that i can get from the success never seems sweeter than in the past.
although it is a small event,
but the heart and soul in it is mostly done for the sake of doing.
cos its sorta like a tradition and hence its like our batch turn to be doing it.
i guess people will never be so foolish or what now to rally and do so much sai gang for the sake of doing it.
people do it for hall, do it for recognition, for knowing more people, do it for so many other reasons other than just wanting to try out a new experience, wanting to have big events for the cohort, enjoying the sense of satisfaction and wanting more.
no one is that stupid now.
not that im saying those who were in council were silly to have done so much for nothing but affected academic results. but im so glad that ive been so foolish in the past to pick up that form. im so so glad that i was in fives, so much tears, sweat and of course joy(no drama!). but i truly think that i will never get that experience any where else, or in future.
life just get more realistic when you grows. people may say that im dumb to give up my chance to stay in hall. for a position that i that i would be able to manage. but still, i want to keep to what i said, i didnt join any of the comm for the sake of staying or whatso. though the whole world is doing that, and even if i stick to my mentality, it doesnt matter much. the world still spins round. i don know how much more stubborn i can get. but i think its these little things that really matter to me.
people talks to you, to get your votes, to talk to a pretty face, to know more people, to have more connections and of course to get rec back to get help for future. well, this is called reality. kelly, just live with it and follow the flow. you will be happier this way. isn't that what we've been chasing for? happiness. i just make a mental note to myself. lower your expectations, and increase your happiness. never expect so much from the others, for you will never get back what you have experienced it before.
they say, life sucks, take drugs. i totally agree. but no drugs for me. just happy food and more happy fooddd(: and grow fatter with the happy-ness quotientttt!!(:
-so where your faith lies? i totally miss this: With pride we serve, as one we lead.-
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