WAKEUPYOURIDEAAA!

okayy. i think i need to put in even more effort. damn. thats really bad. thought ive put in enough): got back one of my tests. i got lke 15. average marks is around 18. and the prof started saying if you got the average marks, you will be scoring B's for the mod. and if you are below that, probably C. roars. seriously. the 3 marks converted to like percentile is like 1.6% of the entire grade. ikr. you are trying to get us to start working harder. ikr. and when we saw the tiong tiong holding his script, he got a blarddyyy TWENTYFOUR! thanks so so much for the wake up call. that was "wake up your idea" in your face. and apparently he could have gotten a full mark if not for the prof penalizing him for some minor error cos the prof thinks that he shouldnt get a full marks since his answers ain't extrodinary! tsktsktsk. buddeeenn. now i think who im competing with, though i just disregard them like since long ago.

was feeling so grumpy and tired from my project meetings and working hard. this is the shit i get. sigghs. i think i need to disconnect myself from the world and sink into my world of mugging. projects not very good. trying to steer away the "Valence effect". something that i've learnt from todays HRM lect. it's about the process loss incurred when working in teams. cos decisions were made poorly under the influence of others. (aiseh, kelly you were paying attention during a 830 lesson!) anyways, my group is like the standard singaporeans kind. working the minimal in the group, hoping some other person will put in the extra effort. and settling for what is required instead of pushing their limits. i hope i wont be tired from pushing them. dislike the sloppy work that were satisfied with at first. but at least they still bother working with me when i said that our content is still lacking((: and we've discovered a good area for discussion the the library! awesome flatscreen in the air-conditioned discussion area! woooots!!(:

-remember that you're not competing with others but yourself. if you know everything, you will be equally good!-