YOU'RE MISSED!

i think it runs in the family. the way we talk and stuffs. had a pretty happy dinner with mom. think im so deprived of talking to people and i kept mumbling and couldnt stand the silence while we're eating. had a walk with her around the neighbourhood and did some exercise with her at the park. hahaha. sounds so mommy's girl. but i think im speaking to her less and less. as compared to the past of course. now she can no longer relate to most of my friends since she hasn't seen them or whatsoever. kinda sad. and our saturdays-out shopping are cut to dinner at nearby malls to just the hawker centre down the road. how life can rob you of quality time. sigghs. can only see how much she has aged over the years.

my family isn't one which expresses our love openly. we dont hug hug kiss kiss like how kynan does it with us, nor do we leave sweet gifts and messages for one another. we do it in a more practical way. think that is something that is really in our blood. and we remember things pretty well. good and bad. hahahaa.. calculative if you say so. (: not being to express ourselves well maybe bad. but deep down, i know how much my dad and mom care for all of us. dad always making sure ive got enough money, buying food for me though he's so tired or lazy to go out. how he worries for kynan and jie. and the way mom gets what i need. when i complain about the food she cooks. she still bother to stop cooking them (for a few weeks though.haha.) though she complains that i complained about her cooking! hahaha. im so thankful having such great parents. although we always ask for more, but you know right, sometimes im just being stubborn and whine-y. who else can i whine to other than you guys((:

studies makes me brood over such small things. less words spoken in a day, more time for me to think deeply. baddddd. hahaha. shall make it a point to catch up with some friends after this mid terms and before the crazy exam period come crashing into my schedule!

pohpoh! (dontknow if you still read) you're so missed! (esp how you express yourself and your funny lingo!) and you're joining the BIG 2 familyyyy SOON! all the best for your exams!

-i need to be happier!-