denied entry

yeahh, and im done with my GP assignment!
just completed an essay.
and i think typing provokes my thinking more critically
too bad examinations doesnt uses that.. =((

had a 3-hour plus GP consultation with Ms Tan.
i think she really rawks with her knowledge and everything.
and i think is all the preparation that really made us felt at ease.
at first we were still clueless how to ask so much questions in like 1 hour plus slot.
because all of us didnt have consultation habit at all since last year.
and im like the 1st one to reach can,
cos the guys doesnt want to be alone waiting there.
like so nice huh...
make me worry like some goon..
cos im like alone sitting there and she's like sitting with another group a few tables away.
i made her sound like she bites..
wakaka..
but i waited for like damn long..
neh mind lahh,
worth it de..
better do well for GP arh KELLY,
if not you've wasted 3 hours of another person's life.

was abit irritated by many things since i come home.
you just nag and nag
like every sentence you say will just be nagging me.
and i came home with a headache plus the bad weather.
it just made everything worst.
i think im exploding soon,
if i were to spend anymore afternoons at home.
not just the food, but everything...
i hate it even more when you starts to compare.
like we compare to make ourself better can..
grrrrr...
enough said
enough complains..

i keep craving for so many different type of food
like i felt full already,
but i can still eat and snacked.
shall go to supermarket soon.
not sure if it's exam stress that's working subconsciously
or is it because it's some part of the month.
hahaas..!
cant find the photo which i took of all the snacks i've bought for the week mugging for MBT.
wait till i locate it..

*****

-life is like a coin, you can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once..-

decisions decisions...
get a life,
a life in the future or a life now..?

*****

Money will buy a bed, but not sleep;
Books, but not brains;
Food, but not appetite;
Finery, but no beauty;
A house, but not a home;
Medicine, but not health;
Luxuries, but not culture;
Amusement, but not happiness;
Religion, but not salvation;
A passport to everywhere but Heaven.
-Anonymous

so what's the point of paper-chase then..
afterall that we did out of it is for the comfort of future..

*****

shall end off with this..

You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consist of.
You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life.
-Albert Camus

yeahh, so i should just concentrate with what i should be doing
have it both ways
and it shall come naturally to me..

-i can feel you exiting out of my life, please do not enter again...-
denied entry.
contented.
everything shall be as it is now..