farewell

yesterday's farewell was hmmmm...
enjoyable at a glance of it
but deep inside i can still feel some negative emotions.
but no doubt the entire programme was so sweet and thoughtful.
KUDOS to no 6s!
imagine they baked a HUGE brownie and place it on top of a photo collage of 5s.
and the reveal the photos of our journey bit by bit.
aint it touching...
yeahh,
i think i still like it best when all the 5s are not the ones speaking.
so that we can all enjoy the process of being the participants together..

the thank you speech
i cant stand it when someone cant listen to another person without frowning
and made his/her speech as if it's so meaningful and thoughtful.
well,
i guess they are all empty words.
especially after how you hurt the FAMILY you claimed to mean so much to yourself.
it's just so unfeeling and disgusting and so full of bullshit
and i just thought i should walk away during yours.
i should have walked away long ago
so that i wont have to see so much of your another side.
the 32 will ever mean so much to me.

that aside..
i missed the loud noises we made [EXCLUDING the pantat!]
i missed the bastarding they give one another.
it subconsciously become a habit
that almost everything we say to a person will have a hidden agenda.
i miss i miss..
but it's just all the different impressions i must learn to accept.
maybe that's the true meaning behind a family..

the huge sandcastle was down to a ruin.
those done by the participants and us.
but the centre piece was still there
though the trains were gone
pieces of it gone with the weather..
left were just photos of it.
it seems so like experiences.
that will fade away after some time..
and all that is left is nothing but memories...
i hope they will be happy memories..

tell you sth..
i finally uploaded my photos from hp to my com!!!
like FINALLY!

the global city after one week... when the towers are no longer with its sharp corners..
and the "city" is nearly gone...

we tried many times capturing us and the castles together.
this is one of the better failed attempts!
this proves that we are not ultimate cam-whores!

from an email:

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.

You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.

You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.

So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back."