friends

went to read someone's philosophical bloggie.
i like the feeling of it opening up my perspectives
on looking at things.
but then again..
i dont know how to apply all these philosophies into my daily life.
i still cry because it happened
and didnt smile..
i still have regrets after doing some things..
these thoughts are maybe just there as a consolation
and not to help us in our lives?
cos despite the rich meaning behind it..
how much can we retrieve it out
and use it..

-make new friends and keep the old; one is silver, the other gold.-
making new friends are easy.
but mention about maintaining a friendship can be like....
i dont know how to discribe..
bittersweet??