when i chanced upon a particular article in the Reflect section; lifestyle
the article is "I so want to be happy"
and it mention about an aunt who took leave from work
to be a nice yummy mummy to her 10 and 5 years old niece and nephew.
cut things short,
she concluded about Happiness.
"How can you understand happiness if unless you have lived through unhappiness and can compare the two"
the lil kids are the two examples of people.
the girl born with a higher happiner set point
who laments about stuffs,
and when time passes and she misses the old times
she laments again.
while the lil boy being the type who says things like "This is going to be the greatest day."
wouldnt it be nice if everyone is like the boy
and everyone will have a happier life.
but then...
when everyone starts doing so
and start being selfish at the expense of happiness?
and stop improving because everyone is happy with everything?
what will the world turn out to be...
sighhsss..
so i ended up with some confusion once more
though i find some sense why there's existence of unhappiness.
i agree so totally with jojo
she said that the world is made more complicated with Man.
yeahh, that is so true.
so when can we be extinct?
when we are endangering so many other species to their extinction.
let us be extinct
so that we will make the world
less competition
less complicated
less suffering
more happiness
more love.
TUITION NATION:
im part of the 97 out of 100 without tuition.
and why there are so many people making big bucks out of their "passion" of teaching?
again it boils down to the same issue.
competition and not willing to lose out..
and my GP compre about Man and aggression.
it's still as true as ever.
sighs sighs double sighs..
*****
enough of life issues.
cos some issues are just so complicated and just "sigh-yy"
i just need to believe in myself
and i believe that things just need to be done in moderation.
like what i believe in,
advancments in medicine are good.
but if we were to rely on it every single small things
where's our natural immune system going to play a part in.
then why the people of the past need not use medication for simple ailments..?
[and so i cant stand my sis in saying how good some pills are, just because of money and business, it jeopardises people's health?]
knowledge kills and helps only to certain extent.
so believe in myself is the best
because at least everything you do is based on your own decision
and not based on what others want you to do.
at least you cant have any regrets cos one will never blame him/herself
as bad as blaming others.
so so SO...
i believe in myself
i believe that those syllabus is not difficult
i believe that sleeping is a waste of time
i believe that being tired is just an excuse
i believe that if i believe i can do it, i will do it!
yeah yeahhh! go girly!!
*****
2 person once ask me
to rank the importance of "friends and academic results"
i didnt know what to answer them
because im partly guilty towards the academic side
cos i was just thinking isnt this the purpose of our life now?
but now,
i think im slightly.
maybe now it's shifted to the centre.
when both is equally important
cos both is a long term thing.
it's about these choices
and how it affects our life.
during the GP consultation..
choose between a high paying eye surgeon and a minister
choose between going on religious missionaries or a profession
choose between you and your child bonding or a good life
yeahh,
what do you believe in?
what's your purpose in life?
what's my purpose in life, girl?
i dont know either..
shall try to find out soon..
for now.
it's still the norm.
good results, uni, blah blah blahhh...
i no longer believe in a simple life that we used to have. because ive learnt to face up to reality
and accept the fact that innocence no longer exist as we mature
i think joining council, the teachers and the experiences taught me half of this.
the friends i made recently make me think about the other quarter of it
the maturity of my thinking made up the last quarter of it.
and im thankful of all
be it good or bad..
the upside down and dark world.
the rainbow that never fails to brighten it up...
the girl born with a higher happiner set point
who laments about stuffs,
and when time passes and she misses the old times
she laments again.
while the lil boy being the type who says things like "This is going to be the greatest day."
wouldnt it be nice if everyone is like the boy
and everyone will have a happier life.
but then...
when everyone starts doing so
and start being selfish at the expense of happiness?
and stop improving because everyone is happy with everything?
what will the world turn out to be...
sighhsss..
so i ended up with some confusion once more
though i find some sense why there's existence of unhappiness.
i agree so totally with jojo
she said that the world is made more complicated with Man.
yeahh, that is so true.
so when can we be extinct?
when we are endangering so many other species to their extinction.
let us be extinct
so that we will make the world
less competition
less complicated
less suffering
more happiness
more love.
TUITION NATION:
im part of the 97 out of 100 without tuition.
and why there are so many people making big bucks out of their "passion" of teaching?
again it boils down to the same issue.
competition and not willing to lose out..
and my GP compre about Man and aggression.
it's still as true as ever.
sighs sighs double sighs..
*****
enough of life issues.
cos some issues are just so complicated and just "sigh-yy"
i just need to believe in myself
and i believe that things just need to be done in moderation.
like what i believe in,
advancments in medicine are good.
but if we were to rely on it every single small things
where's our natural immune system going to play a part in.
then why the people of the past need not use medication for simple ailments..?
[and so i cant stand my sis in saying how good some pills are, just because of money and business, it jeopardises people's health?]
knowledge kills and helps only to certain extent.
so believe in myself is the best
because at least everything you do is based on your own decision
and not based on what others want you to do.
at least you cant have any regrets cos one will never blame him/herself
as bad as blaming others.
so so SO...
i believe in myself
i believe that those syllabus is not difficult
i believe that sleeping is a waste of time
i believe that being tired is just an excuse
i believe that if i believe i can do it, i will do it!
yeah yeahhh! go girly!!
*****
2 person once ask me
to rank the importance of "friends and academic results"
i didnt know what to answer them
because im partly guilty towards the academic side
cos i was just thinking isnt this the purpose of our life now?
but now,
i think im slightly.
maybe now it's shifted to the centre.
when both is equally important
cos both is a long term thing.
it's about these choices
and how it affects our life.
during the GP consultation..
choose between a high paying eye surgeon and a minister
choose between going on religious missionaries or a profession
choose between you and your child bonding or a good life
yeahh,
what do you believe in?
what's your purpose in life?
what's my purpose in life, girl?
i dont know either..
shall try to find out soon..
for now.
it's still the norm.
good results, uni, blah blah blahhh...
i no longer believe in a simple life that we used to have. because ive learnt to face up to reality
and accept the fact that innocence no longer exist as we mature
i think joining council, the teachers and the experiences taught me half of this.
the friends i made recently make me think about the other quarter of it
the maturity of my thinking made up the last quarter of it.
and im thankful of all
be it good or bad..
the upside down and dark world.the rainbow that never fails to brighten it up...
-my changed utopia the rainbow i still love to see the hopes that it brings the days that it brightens up...-
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