kelly oh kelly

had lunch with secondary school mates and teacher.
it's pretty long since i've met up with them.
and the get-together company was pretty mixed-up too.
it's rather surprising when i get to find out there's so much things that had happened
oblivious to us all
as interesting as it seems
it just shows the ugly side of human
enough of un-comprehend-able stuffs

going gai gai and dinner with mum later!
yeahh!! happy happy!!
came to realise i didnt spend much time with her recently
which is the past few months
last time i will still eat dinners with her around the neighbourhood
but now...
too occupied with things
serious and nonsensical add together takes up so much time!
now i think she's so used to going out on her own
that when i wanted to meet her just now
she didnt want me to.
but never the mind,
now i'm still going anyways!!

feel very mean.
everytime when i come home for dinner,
i will just not have a big appetite
and she will just cook for us two
which is quite troublesome for her after her work
and i still i dont appreciate it
and i will just vent my anger when she nag at me

how...
when can kelly stop being so mean
what's the point of kelly reflecting after she done it???
and when she wants to learn how to use the com
kelly still dare to ask her to go CC to learn
cos kelly cant manage her time
and whenever kelly got the chance to use the com,
kelly will always limit herself the time.
where's kelly's time and patience for her dear mummy????
kelly dont want to be like the other Ks'
who will leave their dear old mummy at home or shopping alone
after they are off working on weekdays
and weekends with their BFs.
kelly cant take her for granted..
kelly mustn't be like that..
kelly can take it...
and kelly can do it...
kelly-oh-kelly...

PS: i'm just in my oh-i-think-im-so-free mood. so i have the time to reflect and think outside the normal stuffs that im thinking..

side tracking: qiani, i will just post it!! hahaa! being around guys or talking to guys doesnt mean anything. you wont be likeable just because of it. always SHOWING that you are crying doesnt mean you can feel for others or you think deep. it's just all what you want to show others you are. it's what's the basic core reason and gut feeling that matters!