the stranger

today was a slack-iest day ever since term II had begun.
that's what i think.
slept in like nobody's business
unpacked my luggage in like 15 minutes
snoozed again while watching television
messages going in and out while watching television
dinner and helped my mum with some housework,
cos she's preparing the ingredients for the rice dumpling.

wowww.. i did alot alot
except mugging!
sleeping with no limit
watching television with no limit
seems so much like a history.
it will become that soon
after tomorrow's concert
which is supposed to be a chilling out time with my pretty sistas
i shall get back to my real life.
will do at least the same as or better than him!!
hahahaa..
your advice will be heeded!
lol.
it sounded so different when used by different people.
i'm so afraid of being given false hopes.
pleaso dont do so...

RANDOMS:
sometimes the "sorry" word is so overused.
that it loses it's significance.
say it only when you mean it.
say it if you arent gonna do it again
say it only when you are truly guilty for it
if not,
it will not make any difference to the mistake you've done.
i wasnt even pissed at you for the mistake you've done
at least not pass the 1st hour.
and what amuses me is the sms you've sent
it's just so you.
was upset when how meaningless the word "sorry" was used thereafter.
sometimes there's not much of a need to tell others what you are feeling
as it will not help the situation much.
cos the impression is just way too deeply etched to be salvaged.

another point is that
i've told jojo abt how our daily life differs from council life
because of the people we need to handle are starkly different
so no worries for now
well,
aint im glad it's all over...

the stranger:
the hopes that seem to sparkle so much
may them not go off...
may them not be an illusion...