my life

i realised theso many different levels of maturity at our level.
it's neither a good nor bad thing.
it just tested our patience when more time is spent together.
just like the experience with so many different people
spending so much time together.
when we hear and see so much silly stuffs.
that soon our patience runs dry
and the more immature ones began to irritate the more mature ones..
this is one of my many reflections.
the lessons i've learnt are all clearer when i'm not in it.



the ntu recce was partial crap.
the beginning was alright,
except with the presence of so many leaders
and of course opinions differ.
instructions were clear and precise.
but soon,
it began to irritate me.
you guys should know who is doing most of the talkings by then
not trying to be mean,
but come on,
im not there to waste my beautiful SATURDAY morning listening to a whole load of crappy theories with only A FEW main points which we had to sift out ourselves.
it's just crap.
im so glad i didnt go for the briefing on Friday.
i was deciding between Resposibilty and Joy.
and i knew i will be cursing and swearing the person who's taking such long time to brief about some simple stuffs if i were to choose Resposibility.
and i chose joy instead and ndeed it turn out to be so so unregrettable.
at least i've gotten closer to one more friend before losing her again.
and ain't i glad i chose correctly!
yeahhh!!!



CONFESSION: i went for soccer cheering instead of BRIEFING!
it just takes the lilltle more guts which i think i did not have before Council to just made the decision not to go, and instead really really enjoyed myself.
but at least i went to message someone to help me take down the important points[since there's so minimal]
and even read through the Manual after that.
well,
it's the guts that made me see the other side of me..
but it's the people around who forced it out of me..

*****

i think i've almost gotten over it.
maybe a 90percent??
and now im onto a whole new life
or maybe i can look into my past past history...

living life with no boundaries..

when the horizons are the limits..

dont force me to take the extremes

PS: rach!! i also began to love my cute little old doggie!!! he's so adorable when i finally have the time to appreciate him. but that means i need to do more of his chores;( and gotta bathed him already!!!