MTPS again..

"you better not let her down..."

i found my motivation i guess..

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had my MTPS today. yeahh, again.. last year mid years and this year, i think this shows that maybe i need a good fall before i learn how to take care of myself. i don't know. but hopes it really work out this way. realised my CT is pretty good, but i definitely cant say it in his face or he'll be "blown away". Lol. it's still the age of the teacher that matters. after my consultation, chatted with him. maybe i should learn from him, how to take things easy, and be more tolerant of others. hmmm.. but he seems to treat everyday like a joke? maybe that's why he's so stress-free..

i cannot stand it when people refuse to listen when i'm talking. if you guys cant listen, then i shant talk. cos it's really tiring and it requires too much of the lil patience i have in me. and i think it makes me agree further that we shouldn't have relationship at this point of our life. maybe it's the priority of mine that differs i think. i nearly lost a friendship once, and learnt the importance of it. and yes, friends are important no matter what.. maybe you will need to learn it through the hard way.. i've been tolerating well, and hope this can continue. cos i know you've really been patient with me as well.

well oh wells.. everything is simple, kelly..

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when i learn how to walk away and be independent.
i need to...