Sweet Serendipity: post MYEs

im so so overwhelmed that MYEs is over
but not to forget every ending brings about another beginning..
putting draggy stuff aside,
and back to My Great Plans for post-myes!

watched 10 promises to a dog on the evening after the last paper.
i tell you, this is the FIRST time i've cried so HORRIBLY in a cinema!!!
when i watched movies last time, the most is sobs..
but ytd was like wanted to wail out loud but of course cannot mahh..!
was searching searching for the 10 promises and yeahhh!
FOUND THEM!!

1. Please live patiently with me.
2. Please believe in me. Just doing that makes me happy.
3. Please don't forget that I have feelings.
4. There's a reason when I disobey you.
5. Please talk a lot to me. I can't speak human, but I understand.
6. Please don't hit me. Don't forget that I'm stronger when we fight.
7. Let's get along even when I get older.
8. I can only live about ten years. So lets cherish the moments we have together.
9. You have school and friends. But I only have you.
10. When I die, please, stay by my side.

when the mum is saying this out on behalf of the doggie, SOCKS,
i was already crying, especially after the 9th one.
it tells me how much we [as in my family] meant to kaiser.
it's just so true.
i shall not say so much into the storyline,
cos i retold the story to my dumb sis, and she cried!
whaaaaa!!!
im a good story teller :))
hmm, i think you peeps should really watch it,
especially those with pets!

watched it with wun ling, keechen and bizhen.
halfway through the MYEs me and wl already booked one another
and said we wanted to catch that movie..
and KC and BZ joined us!
like nearly full renunion already!

and the most amusing thing out of this movie is the dumb rows of guys infront of us.
they were like making unnecessary but yet dumb and hilarious comments at the wrong time of the movie.
when the dog died [oops! did i say sth??? yes the dog died!]
and we were already crying our hearts out,
they made a really dumb and dumber and dumberest comment
that made me really really laugh and cried
that feeling is horrible.
come ask me personally if you want to know
cos the dumb comment is in hokkien and i dont type hokkien..
really really Lol..

the movie made me learn how to cherish Kaiser
but then..
like what KC said,
after a while we will tend to forget these.
so maybe we should always watch this type of movie once in a while?
it's so true that we have so many other possessions that we love in our lives
but our dear old kaiser only have us [unless you count his soft toys, bones, leash etc etc as possessions?]
and i feel so guilty.
when i'm stressed out for exams
when im sad from somethings that happened outside
i will find him, hug him tight and complain to him.
but when he's bored to the max,
he could only go and sleep.
and how i always find excuses with myself not to brush his teeth and do all the daily doggie chores for him.
i ask you,
how guilty can i not get?
and when i saw Socks having to be left behind or when she died.
i thought about how's life without kaiser.
how to accept it?
i dont dare to think about it
but just hope the day never come
and maybe when it really comes,
i will probably learn a new experience,
of accepting deaths.

people really doesnt know how to cherish things when they are around
and when we lost it,
we cry over it.
what's the point?
that is something that everyone know of
but the thing is,
why people still do not know how to forgive and forget and be nice to one another
for fear that the next day they might just lose that someone or something?
i choose not to elaborate
cos when i do,
it will still go back to the same old conclusion.
man and his brain.

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during exams,
when im studying, i tend to block out noises, convos amongst others
like my sisters and parents.
but while blocking out,
they still do affect me in some sense.
cos i will still process them..
i made promises to myself
that i should learn how to accept the differences in the personality between everyone of us
one can be more heck care with things
while the other may be more particular and "calculative" about things
so we should accept others for their weakness
and try to work around with them right?
it's always better to have 1 more friend that 1 more enemy..
enough nonsense too..
Lol..

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later having cluster aTWO chalet!
wheeee!!!
i suggested potluck party
having jitters about what they will bring
cos 2 lazy fella told me that one will bring fruits while the other chocolate
add together equals choc fondue!
lazy lazy right!!

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ive yet to organise my thoughts.
for now,
i will just watch all my dramas that been enticing me to watch
all other free time shall go to my beloved doggieee!!
hahaa,
so mean.
cos that means everything comes before him...!

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somethings are really not meant for blogs.
in conclusion..
somethings may not be as it seem
and
i think the effort and time one spends on the other
tells you how much one person matters to you...

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